tryin..

...to update my blog but time won't allow me.
busy as usual and im trapped on my desk.
a lot of tasks, a lot of calls.

but anyway, just to start..

we have an apartment, buti na lang. although there's the good and the bad. bad thing is the cost. yes its free but we need to buy our own food. the good thing about the apartment is having a chance to spend time with a bunch of really nice people. tingin ko ako na ung pinaka-hindi nice sa group. (seryoso un) i may not act as my age pero im not saying that im not nice.hahaha


it seems like time has been on fast forward. so fast that i could hardly capture those moments in my mind. its was a restless week for me. i badly needed some sleep. there are times i would fell asleep at my desk. - a lot of times. now pa na ang ganda ng pwesto ko, sa sulok... waahhh


thanks to a close buddy of mine who has been my ally all week long, who keeps on waking me up and saving me from this dreadful thing. my buddy has it too... and she knows it. (riot pag nagsabay kami ng topak) i really approciate all the talks. (mapa-office man or sa labas.... may it be daylight or early daylight - as in 4 am) Thanks.


about dude, i haven't talked to her that much except on my birthday. i SMSed her a couple of nights ago and this morning. and she was fine.
@dude - i'm really happy for you. im supposed to create a separate entry for you pero isinama ko na dito. i may not have the chance again. ahihi


and lastly.. about her, its kinda different right now. a lot of things changed. i dont know why. one thing i know is that the end is near for me. its already in sight. its up for grab. but its not in my favor. yes, its not for me. dont feel bad about that.. im ok. i have forseen this even before i told her my feelings.
but whats in it for me for telling her eventhough i know that things won't be going my way? baket nga ba? im sure you know why...