ayun, wuhoo

the past weeks have been dreadful. alam ko may galet. alam ko may nagtatampo. alam ko may naiinis. pero ano ang ginawa ko to solve that? una, WALA, pangalawa, WALA pa rin. i kept it to myself, knowing that they will understand me.

kung ganyan ang binabalak mong gawin tsong, tanga ka. wag mo kong gayahin. i know dapat sinabi ko. i did, but its too late. way too late. ngayon ano ang ending, eto, nangangapa. di alam kung saan sya hahanapin.

i may have hurt you, pero ndi ko un kagustuhan. ngayon, di ko alam ang dapat kong gawin para makausap uli kita.

kapayapaan '05

last night, me and my brother attended the Kapayapaan concert organized by francis magalona to promote peace in the phillipines by putting up hiphop and rocks bands together in one concert. the venue was at marikina riverpark.

we came in around 6 pm just in time when all the rap groups where all finished doing thier acts. this includes andrew e whom they say performed around 4 pm.

some of my favorite bands were. Aia from imago looked cute especially when she started dancing on stage while singing 'anino'. Soapdish was also there. 'join the club' played 'nobela' and 'lunes' . '6 cycle mind' played their version of eheads' 'alapaap'. original members of the eheads, buddy and raymund, played with them. 'sponge cola' also was there playing 'lunes'. 'sandwich' and 'kwan' played out loud last night.

old school rock band 'the youth' played a version of their old song 'tao'. also there was 'the dawn' led by jet pangan himself with brew and buddy of eheads on their guitars.

also there was 'mayonaise' and 'greyhounds'. the event was hosted by dilan of NU, and 'kevin roy'

i was'nt able to finish the concert because something came up at home.

i enjoyed the event last nught. seeing perform the bands i really like. go OPM

im sorry

i want you to know
that im drowning in tears
i wish you were here
and here me say..

... believe me im sorry

--- sorry.cueshe

not so emergency call

actually, it was a kickoff call.

i was only informed this morning about our client call when i read my mail. so much for after work plans.

to start off, i'm moving in to a new project which is not totally new. about 6 months ago, i was engaged with the same project and now im back, implementing a new module. all i can say about the module is that it's big. easier than my last assignment, but bigger.

the call should begin at 9 pm and its already 830. since this morning, i've been browsing through 25 documents which are all part of the enhancement and im haven't finish yet. my eyes are now tired. really tired. well, there goes my preparation.

i just finished my dinner at jollibee. i ate chicken and rice plus the macaroni soup. i tried to stay away from mcdo and jabi, but i have no choice.

10 more minutes then we're off.

New savings at last

At last I got my new account. I plan to transfer my salary account to my personal account. Not all of them, but only some just to give me something to spend on my daily expenses. Thanks to all the Prod bonuses I had for the last months, I was able to save a lot of money.

Initially, I went to Metrobank to have my new account but I got irritated because of the bank staffs. They wont even initiate talking to me when I was sitting infront of the “new Account” section. When I decided to start asking for help, they wont give me any. I shifted my eyes to the manager who is busy talking to the phone. But he didn’t even try looking back at me.

Then next thing I did, I stood up and went straight to the door. I remembered passing RCBC on my way there so I decided why not. At RCBC, it was a different story. The manager personally welcomed me and directed me to her staff.

Well, I got my passbook. My very first one. hehehe

Vacation on-Hold

Today was supposed to be the start my 6 day vacation but because of some issues last Monday on my 4 week long training camp, the schedule was pushed. Luckily, Abbs and I were able to finish it at lunch.
I’m still thinking of plans for this vacation. Well, one is having a 10+ hours sleep that’s for sure.

homeward

last sunday, i decided to tke pictures on my way home.

1 minute till train arrives

now here it is.









now im inside.
lastly, in katipunan.

sunday buddies

as usual, another day in the office on a sunday. we're a bit relaxed this morning and spent the afternoon eating chips and watermelons. i was suppose to go home at 1 pm but ended up leaving at 3.

the girls eating watermelons,

the reat eating chips.

3 and counting..

Feels like everything’s undone
Peace of mind still I haven’t found
And time will heal those broken mends
I know it will come, but when will it end

If I could turn back the time
I’d spend it with you.

:photo taken by khaki

friday night out

last night, as i was sitting at the lobby of our building waiting sana, but something came up. i decided to go the greenbelt. wala lang. just kill some time. i dont know what's with me during that time. but still i went there alone. hehe.

first stop: starbucks. i ordered the usual mocha frap. then went out. i sat for a few minutes then try watching the people around me. i saw familiar faces from the office and some cool chicks and hot mamas. Janice, my old classmate, called me on the phone. may mini reunion daw sa tomas morato. sadly i wasn't able to join them because i have a plan staying at the hotel that night and tomas morato is way far from makati.

2nd stop: music one. after i finished my grande. i went to music one to look for new CDs. makikinig lang sana ako but i ended up buying 3 CDs. nagustuhan ko na ung 'typecast' and 'join the club'.

3rd stop: fishball. after greenbelt i went back to our building to drop my new CDs. pero nung malapit na, nakita ko si manong fishball so napabili ako. bumili ako ng 4 na piraso. P10 din un.

4rd stop: office. sa office ko na inubos ung fishball ko. stayed there for about 5-10 minutes. talked to the night shifters of our team then lend one of them my bamboo and the dawn CDs. then went to the hotel.

5th stop: hotel. my buddy was already there so she opened the door for me. thanks. kumain muna ako ng instant pancit canton at tinapay. then pagkatapos nun, natulog na rin ako.

holiday work

Rainy and slippery street of Ayala but amusingly empty.

Our managerasked as to work last friday which is Ramadan and is annouced to be a holiday. Too bad for us.

isn't it weird?

baket habang tumatanda, instead na dumadami ang friends mo, lalong nababawasan?

from being close friends, now they are just names.

overtime.. anything new?

it seems like na-karma ako this week. after celebrating a workless saturday, now im here in the office.

for the third time in a row, i was assigned with a difficult task. and that last task caused me this saturday. badtrip!

i remembered one of my teammate telling a story about this guy who attended the same meeting complianing about working 2 hours overtime on weekdays for 2 weeks. "anong tawag mo sa amin... 3 hours overtime everday including weekends. and guess what? nows the 5th month.

kahapon...

... nakita kita. kasama mo sya. nalungkot ako. at baket naman? dahil naaalala pa rin kita. ilang taon na ang lumipas. nung huling makasama kita. at ngayon wala na. malabo na. ang mga kwentuhang inuumaga. mga hiritang di matapos tapos. ngayon ay naglaho na. pilitin mang ibalik. malaki na ang pinagbago mo. kasi iba na ang ikot ng iyong mundo. totoo naman e. simula nung umiwas ka. nahalata ko na. hindi na ikaw yung dati. siguro nga ganyan lang ang buhay. maski anong subok ang gawin ko. hindi talaga ako ang para sayo.

walang pasok

Wala kaming pasok kahapon. It was the first after a long time. I woke up 7am but i got out from bed at 10am. Minsan lang toh kaya sulitin na. we had tuna as our brunch then went home at 2pm. Buti na lang walang pasok kasi maysakit pa ko nung Friday night pa.

Sorry Karen, last minute announcement kasi e. alam kong the whole week ka ng nagyaya mag badminton. Sensha na po.

TRN - 23

Me and my buddy were on our my to landmark, when we saw this girl. All I can say is her jacket was cool. Natawa ako bigla nung makita un. I tried looking back at my buddy and she too was laughing silently. Na-gets ko kagad iniisip niya. Parehas kami. I immediate went behind her to get a photo of her jacket. By the way, our issues have prefixes either TRAN, TRN or INT that’s why we laughed. I showed this one to Keysi at todo ang naging tawa niya.

Pag adik ka na sa work, matatawa ka na lang

my place

Kanina, I got a chance to work on Kaye’s place. It felt good I can say. After 5 months of facing the wall, sitting beside the window, trapped on the corner, I was able to work half a day away from isolation.
But nevertheless, I still love my place. My work area and my sleeping refuge.

the numbers are going down

Medyo maluwag na ang work this week. konti na lang ng nirereport, konti na rin bumabalik. Sana magtuloy tuloy na toh. eventhough I still have my pending tasks, I still have time to help my teammates. Well, its because I liked to.

I hope there no need to come to office this Saturday. Please Keysi..hehehe

the key..

the KEY CARD aka "precious"

to them...."its a must have possession", "its a matter of life and death"

well, not for ME... and my buddy.

to an old friend..

.. who texted me 2 nights ago.

i miss you. i miss you so bad.
i didn't get around to kiss you
i wish i could see you again but i know that i can't
now you're gone, there you go somewhere i can't bring you back
i hope you can hear me coz i remember it clearly

the day you slipped away was the day i found things won’t be the same

-- slippedaway.avril

coz i...

... i know can never be enough

to replace your whatever.

sunday driving

yesterday we went to los banos to visit one of my cousins.

first time kong mag drive sa expressway. hindi naman ganung kahaba ung biyahe kasi 100-110 ang takbo namen. kasama ko kahapon sa van ang mom ko, 2 cousins, lola and tita ko.
as expected, lahat nakatulog sa biyahe. lalo na nung pauwi, knockout lahat.

on our way back sa may bandang entry point sa skyway, di ko alam kung dahil pagod ako or dahil first time ko lang, muntik na kaming bumangga. di ko alam kung sa malayo ako nakatingin pera bigla ko na lang napansin na malapit na pala ung kotse sa harapan ko. at sigurado akong hahampas kami sa likod nung kotse.

diniin ko kagad ang paa ko sa preno pero talagang hindi aabot at babangga kami. nag skid ung van. isang mahabang skid. lalo na nung kinabig ko sa kanan ang manibela. alam ko mali yun kasi baka may sasakyan sa kanan ko, buti na lang medyo malayo pa at nakareact din sya. pati sya nag skid pero ndi grabe tulad nung sa amin. kinabahan ako dun. haay. buti nalang walang nangyari.

next time mag-iingat na po ako.

how sweat it is

kung mamalasin ka nga naman. matatapat sayo ang isang bulok na shuttle na sira ang aircon.
ok naman sya nung umalis kami sa terminal pero pag dating ng ortigas, naku!! impyerno na!!

init na may halong lagkit at pawis. yan ang inabot ko. well. wala na naman akong magagawa kahit nagreklamo na ko sa drayber, ayun.. deadma. keso pasensya na raw at nag loko aircon nya.
ang unang ginawa ko ay buksan ang bintana. pero wala!! ayaw mabuksan. mukhang sinadya ng may-ari na i-lock un mula sa labas. isang kabaliwan!
so eto ako. punas na pawis maya't maya.
buti na lang hindi pawisin ung katabi ko. salamat talaga miss tumabi ka. un nga lang malas mo at katabi ang matabang pawis na pawis. pasensya na

ano pa nga bang magagawa ko. ayaw ko naman bumaba.
una... sayang ung binayad ako. ayaw ng ibalik
pangalawa... alanganin ung bababaan, wala ka nang mahahanap na iba pang masasakyan pag baba mo
pangatlo... ortigas na naman e. malapit na. --> mali ang inakala ko

sa gitna ng kaguluhan, nakuha ko pang aliwin ang sarili ko. isa na dito ang pag puna sa mga kapwa pasahero ko. kapansin-pansin ang mga kilos ng bawat isa. kanya kanyang diskarte habang tinitiis ang init sa loob ng sasakyan. sa may bandang gitna ako kaya't kitang kita ko ang mga kilos nila.

itututuloy...

sweat part 2

simulan natin sa hilera ko.

mama sa tabi ng pinto... nakausli na ng upo. di mapakali. pawisan ang likod. pati panyo basa na rin. palibhasa mataba, tulo pawis na.

ale sa kaliwa ko... panay paypay ng abaniko. mainit ang hangin galing sa abaniko. ramdam ko e. kahit gano kalakas pa. mainit pa rin ang singaw. iritado sa katabing lalake sa kaliwa.

ako... pinapanood sila.
babae sa kaliwa ko... walang imik. paminsan minsang nagpapahid ng pawis.

babaeng sumunod... panay cellfone kahit mainit. malamang nagsusumbong sa boss dahil pawis at late na sya.

lalake sa tapat ng mama sa may pinto... ayun, pati malaking tatoo nya sa braso puro pawis. swerte nya naka sleeveless sya. deadma lang sya sa mga nangyayari.

babae sa tapat ng ale sa tabi ko... di na makatiis sa init. pinipilit pa ring buksan ang ayaw mabuksang bintana ng sasakyan. kung ano ano na rin ang pinagsasabi sa sobrang praning.

babae sa tapat ko... tulog! di man lang nakadama ng init. nagising sa may bandang guadalupe. sabay tingin sa kin at nagtanong, "bakit ang init?". a ewan.

ganyan ang mga maiinit na eksena kanina. sana bukas ibang storya naman.

sa wakas..

.. tapos na rin night shift ko.
today is my last day, or i should say night.

it was only last wednesday where my body totally adjusted to the night shift. but then again.. it needs to readjust back on monday. i guess two weeks is short but im happy this is over.

later, i need to sleep. enough rest to wake up at 5 and stay awake until dinner..

next stop.. teaching.
yes teaching. actually i dont see myself being an effective one. i can say 'barabara' ung way of teaching ko. i enjoy sharing my knowledge but there are times i easily get irritated to things.

but who knows... maybe this time would be different.

something about you now...

....i can't quite figure out

everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

sleepy mornings

two consecutive days lumagpas ako ng cubao station.

the first day, i woke up, the train was already in Quezon Ave.

the second, i woke up at Kamuning station.

so ayun, sakay uli sa kabilang tren pabalik. tsk tsk

darn, why do i have to be a sleepyhead. all i can say is hindi na ako sanay uli mag night shift. although i have been in this situation a lot of times last year. but that was last year.

sa haus, 11-2 ung sleep ko pag night shift, then 3-5 uli. lagi akong nagigising ng 2pm. minsan dahil gutom. minsan dahil wala lang. cguro dahil may naka alala lang.

pano pa kaya kung day shift na ko uli? maybe my 30 minute siesta time would turn to hours. wag naman po sana. kahit alam kong may babatok saken na kasama ko, e pano kung makalimot un? patay.

I'll just hope this one would be over soon.

2nd week of night shift

the first week went out ok. with the common highs and lows, i managed to survive and now im on my second week. good thing i havent encountered anything weird. hehe.

this time i need to go to office at 7 pm. may meeting kasi eceryday. malamang 13 hours uli ako nun kasi ayaw ko naman umuwi ng sobrang aga like 5 or 6.

i wish this will be the last week. i am starting to miss a lot of things... again.

first day of night

night shift ko ngayon.

it's been an while since my last night shift. i think my last one was on november of 2004. actually masaya naman night shift. especially pag walang issues tulad ngayon. pero may hinahabol na ibang task ako kaya medyo bugbog din. ok lang un. iwas antok.

the difficult thing about night shift is the adjustment. lalo na pag normal hours na uli. ang hirap ibalik ung body clock mo.

im not sure how long this shift would be. maybe 2 weeks or more. i cant tell.

i miss:
mcdo
lunchout
nyarth
kulitan
chatroom
chimax
tabachingching.

sana bukas walang uli work, pero malabo un.

sabog na ko

hello,

eto, nasa opisina pa ko

gusto ko man umuwi ng maaga, hindi pwede.

gusto ko man magreklamo, hindi ko kaya.

gusto ko man matulog sa apartment, wala akong baong damit.

gusto ko man matulog, wala na ang antok.

gusto ko man kumain, tamad na kong bumili.

gusto ko man itext siya, pero malamang tulog na.

at ngayon... eto. sabog na ako.

late na naman

i came in mga past 9 na.

badtrip na pila yan. baket ba naman kasi pati ibang tao dun pumipila, e meron naman dun sa bayan nila. haaay, sige pila lang kayo dyan. magtiis kayo sa mahabang pila. parang ako.

last night, i forgot to send ung question. waah, kabobohan talaga. and because of that i had to ask my lead to send it for me. di ko alam kung anong comment ng lead ko dahil dun.

then my buddy SMSed me. naririnig nya ung pangalan ko from my lead so nag worry ako. sabi nya napapraning lang daw ako. well, hindi noh. ayaw ko lang masabon uli.

naka hyper mode tuloy ako nung umaaga. buti na fix din pati ung script. whew.

new fiscal year.

we had lunch kanina sa food choices kanina.

most of the time, isa lang ang bukang bibig ng mga tao.

"how much ung increase mo".

mixed emotions for me i can say.

sad kasi parang bitin. with all those crap. hehehe. yun lang. pero ok lang un

well for me, it doesn't matter much kung magkano ung tinaas ng sweldo mo. what's important is meron.

"its better than nothing"

every year naman meron e. kaya masaya.

oo nga pala sweldo ngayon. pati manager tuloy humihingi ng blowout.

got this..

... from somewhere.


Why don't you let go?
Move on with your life?
It's not about what happened in the past,
or what you think might happen in the future.
It's about the ride, for Christ's sake.
There is no point in going through all this crap,
if your are not going to enjoy the ride.
And you know what?
When you least expect something great might come along-- something better than you even planned for

ok na ko ngayon.

just finished this long conversation with rocky. (during office hours)

this is not something to write about, but im so happy i cant help it not to blog.

small things can do make a difference

thanks rocky *kaya labs kita e*

3th round

my 3rd year is gone. so far so good. eto at masayang mahirap pa rin ang buhay.

i remember last year, night shift ako nun. ako ung unang bumati sa mga ka start group ko.
some left and moved on to their own paths. some are still here.

naalala ko pa ung "pizza days" and dinner outs namin nila erwin and nanah.
kulitan with stewy and diane.
lunchouts with jeric and mimi.
ung cobol training namin nila rocky sa ground floor.
ang nag iisang lakad ng group.. ang EK.
ang pag tambay sa 2nd floor sa may tabi ng training room.
wala pa rin tatalo sa one week increase natin. hehehe.

ang sinauna

the boys

the girls

the cast

sa mga umalis at paalis pa lang next month, wish you the best and goodluck sa new career nyo. stewy and i are planning for a get together. antay na lang.

sa mga naiwan, hurray sa ating lahat!! we never dream, we sometimes believe. and we did survived. happy 3 years sa inyo. it was fun having you guys joining me in this ride.

this is the first job for all of us. and you know what? we all did great.
now we are on pairs. me and rocky, and erwin and nanah.

ilang beses na kong natanong kung kelan ako mag reresign. ang sabi ko hindi pa. I can't see myself working here forever, but i think i'll stay long.

sa totoo lang...

... badtrip ako ngayon.

... buti na lang nandyan ka, ikaw at si blog.

just remembered to post this one.

Lumuha kang nagiisa, nakadungaw sa buwan.
Lumilipad ang isip mo, nakasabit sa ulap.
Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?

Sinabi ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang tulad kong parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

Malayo ang pagtitig mo, dala ng hangin.
Akala ko ay pwede pa na umasa sa iyo.
Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?

Sinabi ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang tulad kong parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

O bakit ba, pag wala ka na, ako'y kulang... ako'y kulang

Sinabi ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang katulad ko na parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

--- bakit.part2.mayonnaise

a lots

may expat sa bahay.
boyfriend ng cousin ko. panay english tuloy mga tao dun.
gawin ba naman akong translator nung minsan. hehehe.
diko sure kung hanggang kelan sya dun.

*****
may lakad ako this coming weekend. tagaytay and enchanted.
tagaytay. kelan nga ba ung last time ko dun. hehehe. tagal na rin. 5th year pa ata. kasama friends ko
enchanted. last year nandun kami. me and my family. ang haba ng pila nun. sana konti lang this time.

*****
got a copy of 'my chemical romance' ayos! salamat sa copy oski.
next stop.. 'silent sanctuary' or 'the used'

*****
i received a good news from my boss. thanks po.

rocky? may papel ka rin? yehey

*****
i should have a dinner with my friends this saturday at timog. but there is a conflict sa sked ko.
matagal ng plano toh. last month pa. lahat ng celebrant from june to august pagsasamahin na. lahat halos kasi naging busy during those months. we usually have a get together party tuwing my birthdays pero dahil busy nga, di natuloy so this saturday. sama sama na. mas malaki ung budget kasi 4 ung celebrants kasama na ko. pero di pwede. next time na lang cguro. i miss those guys.

letter # 8

hi dude,

lakas ng kutob ko noh! nakahalata na ko e. 2 weeks ka ng out. for sure, mag reresign ka na. so tama nga ako?

well i hope mapag-usapan nyo maigi ng manager mo ung plans.

wish you the best. kung san ka masaya. edi dun tayo. masakit man sa atin, kelangan tanggapin.

miss yah

game and work..

my whole body aches last sunday. it because of that 2 hour game we had nung weekend.
seriously, i havent't played badminton for 3 months now. i used to play with my brothers sa may cainta. then everybody became busy. so natigil.
last saturday was great. thanks to oski, den and karren for that. next week uli. sana maka pa-reserve tayo. hehe. after the game, i had to stop by mcdo. ginutom ako dun e. think about diet. (alam ko hihirit ka na naman. hehehe)

another overwhelming task was assigned to me. i hope to finish this by the end of this week. i see another one coming after this. but its a bit easier. thank God.

"none..

... of this seems right without you."

palagay ko nga totoo.

pa-cute..

... pero cute.

first saw her sa KBS channel. and i think pinapakita rin siya sa channel 2.
mas ok pa rin manood ng korean with english subs kesa taglized

another sunday morning....

... at work

you heard it right.

i woke up at 730 am sa desk ko.. dito sa office. i dont know how long i slept. cguro mga 3.5 hours lang.

di ko nga namalayan na nagbreakfast na ung mga kasama ko dito. they just left me a message sa white board ko na mag jollibe sila. that was 550 am.

di rin ako makauwi kagabi kasi may inaantay akong fix. gusto ko man, ndi pwede kasi kelangang itest sa assembly.

nwei, kelangan ding gabayan ang mga batang ito. mga matyatyaga't masisipag na bata ng team. na sanay sa puyatan. hehehe. hindi tulad ko.

kala ko tapos na sundays ko e, pero ndi pa. emergency assignment uli sakin. well ganun talaga.

mcdo again

kakagising ko lang kaninang 730 am sa desk ko.

the usual, mcdo ang breakfast ko. i've been doing that for a long time now. sa mga gustong tumaba, mag-mcdo kayo. tama nga ung super sized me. sabi nila mataba na raw ako. ok lang un. at least nag gain ako.

breakfast... lunch... meryenda... dinner... lagi na lang mcdo. although paminsan minsan jollibee naman.
mcdo lang kasi ung malapit e. bago lang ung mcdo across the street. sa totoo lang.... nakakasawa na.

pero wala akong choice. kesa lumayo ka pa, dyan ka na lang sa tawid.

pero tama din kayo. marami pang choice. jollibee, ngek!! ganun din, nandyan naman si manog fish balls, si manog taho at si manong mais. lahat pinatos ko na, maiba lang ang lahat. pero sa lagay na sabog ka na at blanko na ang utak mo, isa lang ang naiisip ko, MCDO. love ko toh!!

fishy

umm.. i smell something sa work. napansin ko lang kahapon sa manager ko. i'm sure meron. ilalagay ba naman nya ako dun if he don't have other plans. masyadong mababaw ung reason. something big is coming. i dont know if it will be in favor or against me.

next time na ung update..

sundays rest

i had a good rest yesterday, the best in 2 months

as usual, we went to mass at 6. my brother wasn't able to come because he was out the whole saturday and i think he's sick.
at the church, an old man had hypertension which caused a little panic especially to the right side of the church. we were 4 rows behind the scene. my mom called up rescue 161. he was rushed the hospital. i hope he's fine.

we had lunch sa ninong ko. nandun lahat. post birthday celebration ni diko.
anyway, nanganak na pala ung retriever nila. ang dami nga e. may lima pa sa kulungan. 4 na ung nabenta nila. hehehe

the afternoon was spent sa bahay. kwentuhan at hiritan. pati lola ko humuhirit din. loko yun ah. (joke lang.. labs ko yun) we ate lots of empanada. binigyan kami ng pinsan ko ng 2 box.

that night, i watched tv.
>> one tree hill: baet baet ni peyton... tinugtog ung 'rest in pieces'... kakamiss ung song
>> UAAP: UST bulok.. undefeated pa rin ang FEU.. lufet ni arwind.. offnight si yeo..
>> Mel and Joey: patawa si Melanie "better or worst" kay giselle sanchez ba naman tinapat sa debate... ika nga ni Joey- '@melanie. parang syang lasing sa kanto na kausap nya kanina'...
>> TV Patrol: Parliamentary?... Prime Minister?... Running priest, pumayat?
>> Jones Cup: panalo pinoy against US Passing Lanes... 1 point lang... lupet ng layup ni macmac
>> Hollywood Dream: ayos, may panapat na sila channel 2 AND 7... cute ni monica llamas...

yun lang muna.

choco n tea

i never realized that having a short talk over slices of chocolate cake and green tea could be better than a long chat over dinner... thanks

saturday night gimik

i just finished my task 1122pm. - 38 minutes before migration. whew. think about push.
A 2 week push for me.

by the way, we had another super late dinner kanina. sarap.. solb.. beef steak and adobo.
thanks to my team mate for spending time cooking the food. it doesnt end there. we also had fruit salad. parang piyesta kanina. ayun. simot ang ulam. baka umulit pa ko ng salad later while waiting for my buddy.

pagdating mamaya ng apartment, magluluto pa ng pasta. hahaha. that will be food for tomorrow. buti na lang ndi ako tumataba kahit anong kain.

bukas lang uli ako mapapahinga ng sunday. i hope walang issues bukas para diretso tulog ko. kanina nga late na ko bumangon. mga 12 ng tanghali. well. tomorrow will be a different story. malayo ito from the previous sundays i had.

im still looking for the 'chemical romance' album. wala pa rin sya sa mga music stores kahit saan. sana may magbigay sa kin. sana ikaw.

this ends my saturday gimik..... my office gimik

letter # 7

"technically.. you are public property.

people know you.. people see what you do...

so what.. i don't care. all i care is you." --

nice one dude. san mo napulot yan ah. lupit mo!

ingats.

i guess..

.. you'll be coming back.

well this time.. i wont be wiping my tears.

happy tuesday.

missing one tree hill

finally, i got to see 'one tree hill' again.

i've been arriving home late on sundays this past weeks. but not today. after watching and enjoying the UE-DLSU game, a fight between the pumaren brothers. the younger one did prevail. hehehe. nwei back to the story. i missed a lot of episodes of the series. i need to catch up.

i liked the closing song for the episode kanina.

Stand up straight
Do your trick
Turn on the stars
Jupiter shines so bright...

And who's to say we won't burn it out?
And who's to say we wont sink in doubt?
Who's to say that we wont fade today?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know

Stand up boy, I shine so bright when you're around

cool...

wag mong guluhin.

that's what i told her kanina coz she keeps on ruining my hair.
pano kasi naiingit. pa-boy cut ka kaya?. try natin. hehehe

out of the blue, nakatapos siya ng isang kanta on that. she's really a bad lyricist i can say. har har har. palibhasa hindi self combing hair niya. kaya ganun.

go rate it yourself.

POMADA

by: Parokya ni Bentot

lyrics: Catsy
Uso pa ba ang pomada?

Marahil ikaw ay nagtataka...

"Sino ba 'tong mukhang gago,

nagkandarapa sa pagje-gel?,

at nasisintunado sa wala..."

Panay pormang pang-boy band

suot nama'y di pa nilabhan!

At nariyan pa ang barkada,

naka porma, naka-hair mousse,

Sa pagpapa-cute na daig pang

Da Hunks o Barako Boys

Puno ang bote ng hair gel,

at kay lamig pa ng aircon,

Sa salamin ako'y nababaliw, giliw

At sa awitin kong ito, sana'y maibigan mo,

ibubuhos ko ang buong boteng to...

sa isang maayos na buhok...para sa 'yo

Hindi ba't parang 'sang commercial

Isang commercial na pang-buhok

Hindi ba't ikaw ang nanggugulo

ng buhok na inayos ko

At ang istorya'y nagwawakas sa buhok na kinamay...

aba. sasali pa raw siya sa singing contest ng company namin. putek yan.hehe.

sabi nya talented daw sya. ang masasabi ko.. imbentadora ka.

thats fetish for you.

sari saring updates

i wasnt able to finish anything yesterday, really. i came in to office at 930am. i started to setup for my next task. well, walang nangyari, im stuck on issues. may error, ayaw ma-display, ayaw mag-up. putek yan. basta kung ano ano.

i think isa lang natapos po. support. yun lang. with the questions for me, buti at nasagot ko lahat. although i wasnt able to answer one. sorry. i need to look further on that.

so basically yun lang. paikot ikot, patayo tayo. oo nah. tambay na.
***

last week, we moved to another room of the same hotel. na-late daw un renewal for the next month. the new room was obviously smaller but its fine. maybe i need to sleep on the floor next time.
***

yesterday, i opened a gift from my friend. it was 6 months old. kahapon ko lang nabuksan. i was so impressed with the way it was prepared. kaya nadyahe akong buksan. pero kahapon, i decided to open it. pano mo nga naman malalaman ung loob kung di mo bubuksan. baka nga mas maganda ung laman.
***

ayoko ng ganito... kelangang bumitaw..

my shirt is blue.. ( the follow up )

.. it should be white.

so ano nga ba ang nangyari?

my white shirt got mixed up with kat's blue shorts. thats what happened.

.. and now we're making fun of it.

.. without realizing, both of us were wearing blue yestesday in the office.

.. more laughs to that.

the guy in the dirty shirt...

... now has a clean one
... yes it's clean
... and smells fine
... but its blue?

i need to borrow a line from karren coz it fits the title.

i didn't have an idea what to post today but thanks to kat, i do have now.

well if you're wondering what happen to my shirt, its a long story.

last monday, we came in late to our apartment. it was around 1130. i need to offset my hours so i can go home early on Sunday. so there. when we arrived, abby was cooking. it was great. a couple of us ate. it was past 12 midnight.

late late dinner...
midnight snack lunch..
super early morning breakfast...

...whatever you call it. and we finished around past 1 am . nakadalawang ulit ako ng rice. buti di ako naimpatso. hehehe.

while the others watch meteor garden, i went to my spot to sleep. they were noisy. medyo nahirapan akong matulog at first pero dahil busog, ayun, bagsak din. then my sleep was interrupted by them. my buddy was sitting beside me reading something, i dont know what. i asked her for time. i think she said 4. i cant remember. di rin daw sya makatulog.
i woke up at 6, way ahead of kat's alarm clock. hehe. but i stayed lying on the sofa. a few morning talks lang sana pero humaba e. i ended getting up at 9. arrived the office at 10.

then night came..
this time, we arrived at the apartment early. maybe 11 pm. same scenario, abby was cooking, again. and some, watching tv in the master's bedroom.

i had a bad day honestly last tuesday. so when i arrived there. i changed my clothes, packed my things for tomorrow - im scheduled to go home the next day.
then sat on the sofa, opened the tv, surf thru the stations then stop at channel V. then darkness.... all i remember was a pillow hitting me in the head. ..then another one. but this time, a slap to my leg. ouch. i know sinadya niya yun. pero ok lang. nakatulog na pala ako nang nakaupo. after that i lied down para matulog uli.

morning uli. after some talks, kat went to the washing machine to pick up the clothes she washed last night. nga pala, nagpalaba ako sa kanya kagabi. baet noh. so tinulungan ko na lang sya. at first, i wasnt able to find my clothes. marami rin akong nailabas na damit from the dryer. im sure nag pasabay ako e, pero nawawala. un pala, i was holding my shirts all along. e baket blue?

another busy weekend

as usual, im still here.. in the office.
i guess we'll be continuing our push to meet the deadlines. but im really sure it will be extended. its their fault, not ours.

***
i need to go back here early tomorrow. i wanna go home early . i miss my mom. thursday morning was our last meeting. it only about 45 minutes. (at bukas pa uwi ko so un) haay. there's something thats bothering her now. i never seen her like this before. its been bugging her for a week now. this will be a drastic move for her, and even for our family.
called her yesterday. she sounds down. (well hindi maiwasan e) i tried to keep her spirits at high. at that time i know her tears will be dropping at any moment so started speaking rapidly and shifting from one topic to the next. - i'll be home tomorrow mom, we can do this.

***
is there life in me for this past weeks? the answer is yes. with all the pushes we're going thru, i still am able to manage finding time for myself. why stay late if youre already drained up. actually, its fine with me to stay late. but the good thing is that lady luck has always been on my side. i took me a short time, well not that fast, just finishing my task way ahead of schedule. (yan ang epekto ng JP experience)

im planning to create an entry for someone. i really appreciate her sticking up with me. i really do.

new cds

last week, i bought 2 CDs from music one - thanks to my buddy who suggested and my team for the card. i appreciate it. i still have the other P500 in my bag, just in case. hehehe

i got the new album from 'orange and lemons' and the one from 'bamboo'. grabe astig pareho

'orange and lemons' is kinda 70's music and it' s cool. it sounded retro with a twist. with nice drums beats and a catchy chorus like 'ur so special' . i tried to bring the cd home last night and i got a comment from my brother. - that my hair looks like them. hahaha. but definitely, its not.

the bamboo cd 'light peace love' was great. its one of the few albums i got to like the first time i hear it. - hale is another one. anyway. its a bit short with only 10 songs but the content was good. it demonstrates bamboo's infuences on rap/scat type of music.

but actually, i had a different plan that day. i was supposed to buy a different cd 'my chemical romance' pero diyan bumagsak ang pera ko, and all i can say, hindi ako nanghihinayang.

letter # 6

hey dude,

lamo, there's something's different here. its weird this week. umm. actually, i've seen this one before. kaya wag nang mahiya ok. di ka naman ganito e.

may problema noh? i really have a strong feeling na meron. napapadalas e. pansin ko.

nasa likod mo lang ok <--- corny pero seryoso

ingats

so much..

.. for my happy ending...

tryin..

...to update my blog but time won't allow me.
busy as usual and im trapped on my desk.
a lot of tasks, a lot of calls.

but anyway, just to start..

we have an apartment, buti na lang. although there's the good and the bad. bad thing is the cost. yes its free but we need to buy our own food. the good thing about the apartment is having a chance to spend time with a bunch of really nice people. tingin ko ako na ung pinaka-hindi nice sa group. (seryoso un) i may not act as my age pero im not saying that im not nice.hahaha


it seems like time has been on fast forward. so fast that i could hardly capture those moments in my mind. its was a restless week for me. i badly needed some sleep. there are times i would fell asleep at my desk. - a lot of times. now pa na ang ganda ng pwesto ko, sa sulok... waahhh


thanks to a close buddy of mine who has been my ally all week long, who keeps on waking me up and saving me from this dreadful thing. my buddy has it too... and she knows it. (riot pag nagsabay kami ng topak) i really approciate all the talks. (mapa-office man or sa labas.... may it be daylight or early daylight - as in 4 am) Thanks.


about dude, i haven't talked to her that much except on my birthday. i SMSed her a couple of nights ago and this morning. and she was fine.
@dude - i'm really happy for you. im supposed to create a separate entry for you pero isinama ko na dito. i may not have the chance again. ahihi


and lastly.. about her, its kinda different right now. a lot of things changed. i dont know why. one thing i know is that the end is near for me. its already in sight. its up for grab. but its not in my favor. yes, its not for me. dont feel bad about that.. im ok. i have forseen this even before i told her my feelings.
but whats in it for me for telling her eventhough i know that things won't be going my way? baket nga ba? im sure you know why...

just out of..

...boredom, me and kat where posting one liner messages.
2 different ideas posted into one.
heres what we got.

a poem.. a song.. a duet.. whatever you call it...

she started the first one, then we go alternately.

a very beautiful butterfly
just flew by and dazzled my eyes
i wonder why
there are stars in the sky...
sorry, my moon doesnt shine tonight
my sun will shine on ur world
it may not be there to shine through you
i will give rainbows and honeybees
but even though it is hidding in the sky
it's only rain
my moon will still find a spot
across the dark and lonely clouds
and beside this lonely lonely heart

something to think about

i dont want to be mushy.... pero tinamaan ako

natapos na ang lahat. nandito pa rin ako. heto't nakatulala sa mundo. hindi mo naiisip. hindi mo nakikita. ang mga pangarap ko para sayo. Sundan mo ang pag-himig na lulan ng aking pinagtatanto. sundan mo ang pag-himig ko....

hindi ko maisip kung wala ka.... sa buhay ko… - hale

an example of something tender that hammers straight to the heart

maybe after a while... you'll agree.

office blowout

i normally treat only my close friends sa office. it maybe on lunch or dinner. this time, i decided to treat all of them. our group is a bit big now. about 35 people. but its ok.
i bought pancit and casava cake para sa kanila. syempre para din sakin. well tingin ko, nabusog naman silang lahat. hehehe

many thanks to:

teammates - salamat sa gift. natuwa ako dun. pramis. kung sino man yung may pakana at nag-isip nun. more thanks sayo.
people sa area ko - salamat po sa card. sa mga greetings nyo and wishes. thanks.
old teammates (jp team) - sa mga hirit nyo sa card. miss ko na kayo. thanks din sa inyo.
jude - sa pagsama sakin kumuha ng food
kat - sa aspirin, sa mga hirit at sa pag sama sa landmark. kay kaye na rin
at kay karren - sa walang sawang pag bati since saturday. thanks. i appreciate all of it.

uli.. salamat for making my day great.

birthday marathon

last sunday, i woke up early and went to church.
Same as a normal sunday. nothing different... just my birthday. yehey

i helped my mom prepared food for lunch. sad to say, i wont be joining them. i got other plans for lunch with my friends. anyways, most of them came except for 2 who were caught up with their family gathering. i can't blame them. it's a sunday. family day. it was fun. it was the first time celebrating my birthday with them. as in. normally, one week late ung blowout ko. but not this time.

after lunch and everybody said their goodbyes. its time for me to go home. i got home around 230pm. my mom and lola prepared food for merienda. ang saya. most of cousins where there. it was fun. kanya kanyang hirit kanya kanyang banat.

then at 6pm, i decided to treat my family so i brought them to glorieta. (para on the way na rin sa apartment namin. hahaha) we had dinner mga past 8 na. after that, our goodbyes. i'll be staying in the apartment upto tuesday night.

the eating doesnt end there. at the apartment, i bought a double dutch. jude and kaye were there to join me. my day ended up eating ice cream. *whew*

what a day. it was cool. it was great

any takers?

5 designs in 1 and a half days....

crap.. purely crap!

kita ko yun..

I saw her with weary eyes last week. Even tears on the side. She did cried... =(

sunday's rest

Today, I woke up at 2 pm. Slept for 13 hours (waahh) Because of that, I ended up having a headache the rest of the afternoon. It’s even longer than the hours I slept for the past 3 days.

Late na rin ako nakauwi last Saturday. Around 1am. Sinamahan ko pa kasi yun friend ko to watch ‘House of Wax”. Well ok naman siya. I don’t know how to describe the movie but one thing is, I ended up laughing half way through the movie.(Takot na takot ung friend ko) I never thought she was will be that scared.

I just finished packing my bags for tomorrow. This one’s gonna be fun for sure
Sinamahan ko mom ko mag grocery kanina. kelangan lang kasing bumili ng extra gamit. mabuti na yung kumpleto.

letter # 5

Hey dude

Musta? Stressed ka rin sa work noh? Nakwento mo nga minsan e. ganun pa rin ba?. Ako rin e. Imagine, they require me to work 12 hours per day. This goes on until end of June. Darn! Magbibirthday pa naman ako. Waaahh. Speaking of that, my friends are hoping for my treat. Well I guess it will have to wait. Maybe 1 or 2 weeks late.(wag na lang kaya. haha)

Last Friday, I watched starwars. For me it was good. But if you’re not into the starwars saga (like you), maybe you’ll be disappointed. Actually that was a guess. I have this feeling na hindi siya yung tipo ng movie na magugustuhan mo. Kaw pa! hehe

Anyway, See yah. Hope you enjoyed your weekend… maski yung ngayon lang. *wink*

carpool

i was supposed to post this kagabi kaso pagod na ko kaya ipinagpabukas ko na lang.

last night, we had a carpool on our way home. it was fun.

i remembered back in my old project, we used to ride with jerico. he would dropped us at cubao. salamat tsong.

anyway back to last night. we were 7 in the van. 2 dropped off at MRT ayala, 1 at Crossing, me at Cubao (thanks, bawi ako next time), 2 at SM North.

as usual, madami na namang kwento ang lumabas. madaming kwento ang pinag-usapan. pati kung paano kaaliw mag drive, hindi pinatawad. well serious naman ung driver e so di nya napansin yun. hehehe.

i missed college tuloy. ang araw araw na carpool pagkatapios ng klase. tapos diretso sa 'le ching' sa may banawe. tapos diretso bahay ni bene para mag overnight. saya.

masaya na ako.. masayang kasama kayo..

a bit of everything

im a bit weird today.

a bit worried...
but a bit excited.
a bit happy...
but a bit sad.
a bit angry...
but a bit contented.
a bit jealous...
but a bit thankful.

the reason.... you.

i just remembered..

.. someone asking me this question..

"what do you like about her"

i answered.. "whats not to like"

then we smiled.

-- i should've hugged you because of that.. i mean the girl who asked the question.

belated... potpot

potpot celebrated her birthday last week.
we had a celebration and it was fun.

Actually, the celebration was in advance and there's no problem with that. at least free food was served. I gave my share but its not official yet. i owe my buddy a couple of bucks which i should plan to pay next week. thanks.

Well, i know her for a long time now. At first i never really notice her. not until the 4th week. (grabe ang tagal nun)

anyway, dati pa, makulit na yan si potpot. madaldal, machismis. upto now ganun pa rin. the difference is, mas inspired na sya ngayon, di ko alam kung baket... hehe...joke.

sorry ginawan kita ng entry. i just like to thank you for all the times we had together.

for all the joys, (which i had fun)
for the ups and downs, (what a ride it was)
for the laughters and the cries, (i wont cry this time. hehe)
for saying "HI" sakin kahapon. (ganun lang un, pero its worth it)

Uli, belated happy birthday. mag ka-age na tayo ngayon. hehe. joke lang. peace out

what..

.. am i to say now?

It's kinda weird what im feeling right now.
I didn't know if i should be happy or not.

Naiisip ko na naman sya pero ewan..
well anyway. as i said before, i'll be answering those questions.
Dyahe pero what the heck..
Maybe telling it out, helps a bit. maybe...

1. Sino ung girl?

By now, i think most of you have an idea. maybe her name perhaps. I have mentioned her name about 3 weeks ago. but not here. She's someone close to me. I knew her just this year. I never expected to become close to her. even better friends.
anyway. I appologize, i won't be mentioning her name here. (cguro kung ok na ang lahat pero wag muna)

2. Sino si dude?

Sabi ko dati, gagawa ako ng blog na ung theme is about kay dude. but it ended up differently. Well. Actually nalito na rin ako e. Na-miss nya sana ako.

3. Same person lang ba sila?

Kala ko dati oo, pero hinde.

4. does your icon represent her in any way?

Yes, it does. She even looks like the girl. Even how she eats.

5. what happend between you and dude? tingin ko me nakaraan kayo e.

Best buddy ko yan sa maraming bagay. especially sa kainan. i dont wanna bring up the topic.

6. baket kasi di mo pa aminin sa girl? ano pumipigil sayo?

Actually, i just did. about a couple of weeks ago. I went to her desk then i asked her out… then the story begins... (masyado na tong madrama!!!)

There is this letter i made before the night i told her. I was planning to give it to her but no. I rather tell her face to face. It’s better that way.

I really don’t know what to expect. I really don’t. Mixed emotions filled my heart. I can imagine a black hole right in my head. I can’t feel my breathing.

Then I held her hand…
There she was…face to face
Her eyes looking right through me

Thoughts I have in mind.

Then it was over. Some lines I missed to say but its ok.…and it ends up happy. happy even for just a moment for me.

I don’t know what lies ahead.. basta ang alam ko…..

Anyway, I need to go home now. 3 out of 11 pa lang ako na designs, pero kaya ko pa.

Siya.. kanina pa umuwi. malamang nasa bahay na yun.

i guess...

... we'll just have to wait.

beng <--- temporarily isolated from the harshness of life and love

she's already taken..

.... ME..

questions..

I received a couple of emails these past 2 weeks from some readers of my blog. Actually not a couple, just 3 emails. they got these questions that forced me to set myself back and think. I don’t wanna name you guys here, I would just like to say thanks.

Listed below are their questions although I have filtered and removed some of them, to keep their identities secret.

sino yung girl?
sino si dude?
the same person lang ba sila?
does your icon (girl eating) represent her in any way?
what happened between you and dude? tingin ko may nakaraan kayo e
baket kasi di mo pa aminin sa girl? ano pumipigil sayo?

I know some of you guys have your own answers. Some are correct, some just need confirmations. I’ll try answering them on my next entries.

letter # 4

hey dude,

musta na?

tagal na pala ah?!. umaga na ko nakauwi nung gabing tinawagan kita. nagkayayaan pa kasi. at naging mahaba ang kwentuhan namin.

marami ng nangyari since then. ikaw, ganun din ba?

to start, naging stressful ang mga araw. about work and about.. syempre pag-ibig uli

parehas gumugulo... magulo pero natutuwa ako.

pag nakikita ko sya, napapaisip ako... pag kaharap naman, napapangiti ng todo. (am I referring to work? hehehe)

hindi ko naman talaga kelangan itago e kasi obvious sya….. obvious na mahal ko sya. (ung work or her? )

anyway, naging hobby ko na ang pagkain maya't maya. hindi dahil sa stressed ako. basta... ewan ko.. cguro nahawa na ko sa yo… sa katakawan mo. =)

kanina, kumain ako sa cubao mag-isa. panandaliang jollibee meal lang ang katapat. solb na

now you get the picture? ganyan ang naging takbo ng buhay ko lately

yan na lang muna. cge. ingats

recipe for a gudnyt sleep

• be home at 7:30
• have a nice conversation with your MRT buddy on your way home
• have an early dinner
• eat 2 home made tacos
• have a slice of meat lover's pizza
• drink 2 glasses of ice cold coke
• sleep before 8:30 pm
• wish it would rain during your sleep.... and it did.

stressed out ..

Sorry guys, off topic muna. Alam ko na ibang story ang gusto nyong malaman. Update ko kayo next time.

To start, I was so stressed last week because of the training I am conducting. A lot of people also noticed how stressed I look every time I talk to them. Plus, I am sick due to cold and lack of sleep.

Maybe you noticed puro one liner lang ung mga blog entries ko last week. Yung ang dahilan. Ok cge, meron pang isang dahilan. Hehehe

Sino nga ba naman ndi mapapagod nun noh. Everyday I need to come to the office before 8 am. That means I need to wake up early. As early as 530 in the morning. I better buy a condo unit around makati next time.( just kidding.) syempre ndi ako ganun kayaman. Well anyway, walang traffic sa umaga, walang pila and ndi masyado mainit. Yun lang ang benefit.

Minsan dinadaan ko nalang sa kain ung pagod ko. Kaya nga bumili ako ng stock ng pagkain last week. Thank God there are some people who show their concerns towards me. Salamat na rin at may mga nagbibigay at nag oofer ng food sa kin. Thanks. I don’t have to mention your names, but you who you are. Small things like that I truly appreciate.

Well hindi pa tapos ang pagiging teacher ko. I still have 3 weeks to go. Good thing is, I be working only for 4 hours on teaching and the rest, on the project, haay. Duty calls. I leave the remaining 4 hours to my teaching partner Gia. I know she can do it. From support to development to teaching, all at the same time. She definitely can mange her time. Not like me. Baket nga ba sya napasok sa topic? Ewan, Baka na-miss ko lang sya. Kakatapos lang kasi ng dev work namin. And we’ll be moving on to a new one.

This week, i'll try to pace myself. Less push.. less thinking.. less stress

Ngayon pang medyo nabawasan na ang mga bumabagabag sa isipan ko. I think I can survie another week.

salamat sayo nanay

My gift for mom came in yesterday nung nagpalamig kami kasama mga brothers ko sa mall. Siya na lang pinapili ko ng gift niya. She bought this blouse na pink. Buti na lang medyo mura. On the way home, I dropped by Popeye’s to buy a bucket of chicken and shakeys for some pizzas.

Kanina, we went to our tita’s house for lunch to celebrate Mother’s day. My lola was also there to celebrate. We stayed there up until 4 pm.

Happy Mother's Day

lady, you're so beautiful..

..beautiful tonight.

coz i shiver.

coz with you
i'm running.. running.. running..
somewhere i can't get to

natuwa

..ako sa pic mo. cute mo kasi =)

life nga naman

Just arrived from our trip at puerto galera. 10:15 at MSE, 11 at our house

Im tired right now but im not yet sleepy.

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I dont know why I lost my voice. Malat ako at masakit ang lalamunan ko. Hindi ko malaman kung bakit sumakit yun ng ganito. Kanina pa ko ubo ng ubo sa biyahe. Hanggang dito sa bahay, ganun pa rin. Natatalot ako na baka mangyari ung katulad ke gia. Ang hirap lumulon.

This week ko pa naman kelangan ito kasi magtuturo ako. Sana bukas wala na sya.

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I lost my watch on our way home. I realized it when we were already in the van. The last time I saw it was when I asked Kat for time. After that.. wala na. Sayang

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Mamaya I plan to sleep all day, as in. I'm awake for 42 hours as of now minus the one hour I slept kanina pag-uwi.

Kelangan kong makabawi. I'll be needing all the strength this week.

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For the people who asked me kung bakit, you are right. A lot of things are running through my mind thats why I wasn't able to sleep at puerto.

• iniisip kita
  
• hina-hunting ako ng mga kabobohan ko
  
• nababadtrip ako sa katanganan ko
  
• naaalala ko ang mga bagay na sana sinabi ko sayo.
  
• napapaisip ako sa buhay ko
  
• tinatamaan ako sa mga comments nyo
  
• i had this question "what if"
  
• feeling ko may taong umiiwas sa akin
  

I won't be able to discuss the details but I know you got the point.

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During the way home, we stopped by KFC at south super highway. It was full but thanks to lady luck, we found a spot for us.

Isa lang naiisp ko sa mga tao dun. Alam ko lahat sila on the way home. Lahat sila galing outing. Lahat sila pagod. Lahat inaantok. Lahat sila naghihinayang. Lahat sila nag-iisip, sana Monday na lang sila umuwi.

Isa na ko dun sa kanila.. naaasar na sana maaga na-declare na walang pasok.

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I got this chance to know better a couple of people in the team. Although I already know them, I got to spend longer time talking to them. I realized the many things we have in common. And I enjoyed every moment of it. Thanks po.

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I enjoyed our trip. Maraming kwento lumabas. Maraming kwentong nabuo. Masaya. Aliw. Astig.

The trip was fun.... sarap ulitin

buti ka pa

Wala akong magawa kagabi sa bahay.
Pagod na ko pero di pa ko makatulog.
1 am na, gising pa rin.
Wala na rin akong mapanood.
Wala ng mapakinggan kundi album ng cambio.
Paulit-ulit sa track # 7

"im not scared any more"

Ndi tulad mo..

Buti ka pa.. mahimbing na
Buti ka pa.. may unan pang kasama
Buti ka pa.. tulog na

letter # 3

dude

Musta na? di ka nanaman nag reply e, well ok lang un. i wasn't expecting naman. =)

By the way, if you are curious about the girl, all I can say is ok sya. she's very kind. Cool and not the flashy type. She's someone everyone can get along with. (kasi makulit) hehehe.

Tahimik pero magulo
Magulo pero seryoso
Serious pero ma-kwento
Ma-kwento pero masaya.... labo!!

Gets mo na? I may pass by this thursday.. we'll see.

happy tuesday

akap

I finally got a copy of Imago's Akap. whew!!

I've been looking for an mp3 of it since I first heard it on NU. Wala rin kasi sa mga record bars ung latest album nila e. But anyway, it was worth it. Aia's voice definitely gives the song something unique I too can't explain. (basta kakaiba) You can hardly compare her voice with Kitchie and Barbie. Cool.

Thanks Che for the song.

Nagtatanong

bakit mahirap

sumabay sa agos

ng iyong mundo

Nagtataka

Simple lang naman sana

Ang buhay

Kung ika'y matino

Sabihin sa akin lahat ng lihim mo

Iingatan ko

Ibaling sa akin ang problema mo

kakayanin ko

Pikit mata

kong iaalay

ang buwan at araw

pati pa sapatos kong suot

Nagtatanong

simple lang naman sana

ang buhay

kung ika'y lumayo

Sasamahan ka sa tamis

Sasamahan ka sa dilim

Sasamahan ka hanggang langit

Sasamahan ka sa tamis

Sasamahan ka sa pait

Sasamahan ka sa dilim

Sasamahan ka hanggang langit

Sasamahan ka

who..

wants ice cream? food trip na naman ako..

It's been 2 days now

and my feet and back still aches.

This is because of that concert we had last tuesday. I may be exagerating a bit, but it really still hurts. The pain cries especially on mornings when I wake up. That's why i'm coming in late at the office this week. It's weird because it only started aching yesterday.

I had a great time that night with all the shouting and jumping all over the place. I was jumping and screaming out loud right at the very start of the concert.

Mukha na nga kaming sira ni oscar kasi kami lang ung tumatalon at naghihihiyaw sa Sugarfree. I kinda felt angry at the crowd for not cheering on the band. They did not even stand up on their feet. Its like they're just watching the band on tv or something. I felt sorry for the band 'coz they were trying to liven up the people but failed. Ebe was already doing corny things to no avail. I hate concerts like that.

Just try to appreciate the band.. thats all... make the most of it.. enjoy

I really have no right to blame the crowd like that. Sorry guys. I start thinking maybe it's just not their type of music. Maybe they prefer other bands. Sorry again.

At least for Rivermaya, ok na ang lahat.

Anyways, I really hope the pain would go tomorrow.

lss

"yeah.. i think im falling..

maybe im falling for you.."

Inaatake lang ako ng LSS ngayon.

tuloy pa rin

Nawalan man ako ng boses kagabi...

tuloy pa rin ang ligaya.

new cd

I've been looking for the Imago album for weeks now. Bad luck was on my side.
Maski saan atang music store wala. Some have ung old album pa nila which I already have thanks to oscar.

After minutes of looking through their collection, I found this one. Graduation Day. It was cool.
Its just and EP of 3 bands. It has 10 songs in it and i'm loving most of it. These local bands are still underground and they are under the same manager. I think that's the reason why they compiled their songs.




First is Milk n Money. Led by a female vocalist, they have 3 songs in the album. Addict ngayon ako sa "lihim".Hehehe. Sayang hindi nila isinama ung "scream". Narinig ko yun from the Full Volume cd na meron din ako. Kasama din sa album ung "ok na" na una kong narinig sa NU.

The other bands are Blue Ketchup and Brainwash. Blue Ketchup sounds like Medwin of True Faith. Yung Brainwash naman ok din, gusto ko yung "pag ibig".

yun lang po.

letter # 2

dude,

naalala lang kita =)

try listening to sponge cola. Track # 13
you need to edit some of the lines but basically.... its there

happy tuesday.
ingats

siguro

"siguro nga iyakin ako... parehas na tayo"

i received an SMS this morning. the sender is not registered on my phone. WEIRD...

sound trip

It's been a great weekend for me.

I got the chance to watch perform 2 bands last weekend.

After me and my friends had dinner at Megamall, we decided to go home. Carla then remembered about the gig happening at metrowalk, and since its just near from our current location, we decided to check it out. When we got there, cynthia alexander was performing, yeah it was great. I also saw barbie's cradle. She was cool. They sang goodnyt. It sounded better in live... really.

Yesterday, I watched a free concert at marikina. We did not tried to go further to the stage because of the crowd. We just came there to listen. There were a couple of underground bands. Sandwich was there too (yun lang ung inantay ko dun). Although they only sang 3 songs, it was worth it.

Tomorrow, there will be another one. haha

keylan

kailan ba mauulit.. oras na di napansin
kailan ba maririnig.. tawanan na di napigilan

kailan nga ba dude, pano kung walang ng pagkakataon...

On Jang

I watched Jang Nara's Oh Happy day last Monday.

Its the second time. It still made me laugh. I first saw it on KBS (salamat may cable kami) . Also thanks for the english subs. Watching this time made me enjoyed it better.(mas masaya e)

I like the way she make faces. hehehe. its cute. its funny
Ms. Mimi says NO.. I disagree. hahaha

Jang is also a singer. She's good . I got her songs from her three albums. I'm a bit sad I lost a copy of her fourth one. I missed creating a backup of it when i reblast my PC. DARN..

Bigyan kita ng copy dude.. actually, meron na pala. dalhin ko sa inyo next time.

it's hunting me again...

After a long vacation of downs and mistakes, they are coming back..AGAIN. I can’t remember the last time I had them but one thing for sure, I’m scared.

Same as the last time, when you feel everything’s fine, they suddenly appear.

I don’t want to deal with you again. Never..

Oh please not this time.. not at this stage of the game..

oh save us please..

I was looking for some old pictures then I saw this..

It made me laugh.. it really hit me.


Just like the survivors from Titanic, they have life vest to keep themselves above the cold and calm waters. hahaha. sorry guys.
This was last year

now im exited....

theres...

nothing here for me.. than to love you --

One Tree Hill

Its aired on Sundays on ETC and its now on its second season. Normally, I don’t watch TV Series but not for this one. I think it’s a great show.

At first, it’s kinda weird and you have this feeling that it’s gonna be like those other American teen shows. But after watching it a couple of times, and it grows on you, you’ll start loving it.

The show is appealing to anyone and runs to a lot of issues on life, love and relationships
I hope more shows like this would come.

letter #1

Dude,

I saw you this week with your boyfriend. I did try to get near you swerving through the crowd just to say HI but I failed. (Bilis mo maglakad e) I was with my college friends that day waiting for late buddies.

Nothing changed in you aside from gaining a little fat but that’s ok. Your hair still falls just above the shoulders and your eyes as lively as before.

You were wearing this bag strapped across the left shoulder. Yan pa rin pala ung bag na binili natin sa divisoria way back then. Buti matino pa sya. Naalala ko tuloy kung pano ka nakipagtawaran sa tindera para lang makuha yan. Hehe.

I also noticed the tattoo at your right arm. Kahit medyo natatakpan ng sleeves ng shirt mo, at kahit almost 2 years nang nakaukit sayo, astig pa rin. Natatawa ako sa tripping natin nung nagpalagay ka nyan. Among the designs na pinili natin, yan ung “the best” talaga. I saw a girl sa Tokyo Tokyo last Friday na may tattoo, parang ung sayo din, pero mas ok yan.

Take care.

umm..

Huh! Jealous.... Me!? maybe a little... i dont know...

exhausted..

i went out for a lunchout out kanina at Dads. Grabe ang init. as in.

First, a walk from the office to glorieta. but then i need to passed 6750 from a buddy. i passed the ayala avenue under the burning sun. whew.. but it doesnt end there, it goes on and on.

naalala ko tuloy ung isang line from a sponge cola song - "tunawin ang araw..". yeah, that would be great.

One thing to isolate my self from the heat is to eat. after finishing my third plate.. its time for dessert. haha. "parehas na tayo dude". There were 12 participants on that lunchout. 4 of them came from the same building im at. that's the first time i met them and they were kind.

after lunch, i bought some chocolates for Gia. but then i remembered Mimi so i bought her too. thank God they didn't melt on my way back.

i really wish it would rain..

family driver

Last night, we are supposed to pickup my ninong from the airport. The plane is expected to land at 11 pm.

There were a number of family members who will be joining the welcoming committee, including me. Among us, why does it have to be me!!! ME.. ME.. ME... Grrr.

I arrived late at our house that night after watching a basketball game. It was around 930pm. So imagine how tired i am then they expect me to drive to the airport. Waaaahhh.

Mom: Beng, ikaw na magdrive sa amin sa airport mamaya.
Beng: Ngek, si dad?
Mom: Masakit tiyan, di na daw sasama.
Beng: Si tito Ranil
Mom: Hatid pa daw niya si Razz
Beng: Hala... nagbackout lahat
Mom: Kaya nga ikaw na
Jay: Kuya, sama ako ah
Beng: Wag na uy.. di pwede!!
Jay: Para may tagabuhat ng bagahe
Beng: Mag-aral ka kasi magdrive. Para may kapalit na ko.
Jay: Hehehe
Mom: kaw na ah?
Beng: Si Nanay na lang, hehehe

Well, kahit anong idahilan ko, sakin pa rin bagsak. Hirap pa naman magdrive sa gabi. tapos ako pa!!

Driving was a blast.. Thank God. We got home before 12. bilis nga e.

And all that driving ended up having a box of CHOCOLATES....

happy tuesday

tuesday has always been my favorite day of the week.

not only because it reminds me a lot of people and things, but because i feel relaxed.
tuesday definitely makes me feel good.

i know some may disagree with that, we all do have our preferences. ahihi.

tuesday always is the option when i feel
1. wearing my best shirt
2. not bringing meals to office
3. greeting people
4. waking up early
5. sending SMS saying "take care"
6. bringing a pizza
7. having dinner at cubao
8. buying a new CD
9. offering some food
10. telling long stories
11. disturbing
12. dreaming

hope she knows this.. YOU are in the list.
Happy Tuesday Dude.

yeah right

im not scared anymore... i have seen this before
-- cambio

moving up for the kids

last saturday my mom asked me to fetch her after their school's graduation. i got there around 7 pm. the program is not yet finished. darn!!. the graduation rites started late..that's why. poor kids. so hungry like me.

My mom works on a pre school. she is one of the administrators. the pre-school is at commonwealth just near don antonio heights. medyo malayo rin from our house.

arriving there early, the scene was packed. parents all over. half of them are koreans. i dont know why koreans love sending their childrens to that school.

actually, i did had fun a little seeing those children perfoming their things. especially this korean boy who is crying all over. listening to them is never new to me, but i still enjoy it.

Got to talk to mitch, the daugther of the owner. she is always this jolly person who loves telling stories. she'll be graduating next year, i wish her luck.

i wish good luck to all these kids. so many dreams ahead.. so many opportunities.. and so many hopes..

Dear Pope

I wasn't able to meet you in person when you came here in 1995.

I watched the world youth day event the whole day just to catch you. I really like to be there in UST but I was in highschool way back then and my mom won't allow me to go with some of my classmates who were going there.

There a feeling inside how i wasted my opportunity in meeting you. I should have tried a lot better forcing my mom.

You have done your purpose well here on earth. Eventhough i like you to have a longer time with us, its due time you end your own sufferings and pass the baton to other people

Now you are with the Lord...now you are home.

Say hi to the angels for all of us.

inquirer tv

last night i saw inquirer tv. its a documentary sponsored maybe by inquirer. obviously. first time ko lang sya mapanood and i got this feeling i'll be watching it again next week.

they discussed to issue on jobs in the philippines. honestly speaking, one can never really tell if you can have a job after you graduate. like me for example. it took me 5 and a half month before getting a job. mahirap maghanap noh. unless your family has a business. for sure dun ang bagsak mo especially pag eldest son or daughter ka. sad to say we dont have that. kaya kelangang magsipag.

Education is not enough. dapat may abilidad ka rin. tough na rin kasi ang competition. imagine millions of newly graduates per year.

the next topic is on debate, theres this national competition partitipated mostly of well known universities. St. louie in Baguio and Siliman University of visayas are some of the provincial schools who also joined the contest.

UP diliman won the contest. congrats guys.

your hand is out there..... somewhere.

easy on a thursday

i came in early to office this morning. i had a carpool with tita liza. (marami na kong utang sa kanya.. ahihi) . she usually goes to makati on thursdays. thank God for my tita. =)

i can say i had a lot of free time today. whew. hope this continues tomorrow.

i've been saving my stories... just for you

from scratch

i've been working too hard and its time for a change
i decided to create a new one.
something different... something you know... different