deadma

today was a bit weird. i had thoughts floating in my head the whole day.

i got an update from this girl. she was supposed to tell me the news yesterday but i think she held back. this morning, she decided to tell me. no reaction... neither of us reacted.... it dont know why. we usually prolong "sensitive" conversations like that. but we didnt. seems like we dont want to talk about the news at all. i have an idea about the news weeks ago and joke about it with her but today was different. yes im am happy for her, but deep inside, there's a feeling that strucked me. im not sure if she noticed that, but it did.

maybe its not time to talk about it.... maybe we should not even talk about it.

fade away

time,
dont take it away... dont take it all away.

i really wish time is listening right now.

happy mother's day

I bought my mom something from bodyshop. Yey nagustuhan nya.hehe. nung hapon lumabas kami, nag treat ako sa pizza hut kasama si jay. After eating, we went to the mall and I bought something for my lola. paguwe naman binigay ko and she also loved it. Happy mothers day mommy at nanay.

dinner out

Last Friday we had dinner sa greenbelt. Napapadalas na yung dinner outs namin. There was me, abby, ellen and may. Another order of general chicken for me. Ang sarap e. pwede pa sanang 3 rice orders kaso bundat na ko so 2 lang. Medyo mahaba haba rin ung dinner namin. Usap usap, kwento kwento. Dalawang beses na kaming kumain dung magkakasama. Last time kasama namin si gia. nagVL kasi sya kaya di nakasama. Mga 9pm dapat makabalik na kami kasi may call si may. Medyo na late pero ok lang.

new haircut

Nagpagupit ako kanina. Grabe sa greenbelt pa kaya ayun mahal. Its been 2 months na ata kasi na di ako nakakapagpagupit. Wala na rin kasing time. Maski weekend wala kasi tulog ako whole day. Walang ng bukas kanina na barbershop or salon kaya sa greenbelt ako bumagsak. Di na mauulit yun. Eto na ata ung pinamahal na ginastos ko para lang magpagupit. Next time ako na lang. Buti naman nagustuhan ko yung gupit saken. May troma na rin kasi ako sa mga ganyan e. Hehehe. Aliw yung gupit ko ngayon. Di ko na sinusuklay, kamay lang lahat. Pagkapunas ng tuyo gamit ang twalya, tatapat lang ako sa electric fan tapos ayun, tapos na. Saves time lalo na sa umaga pag late ako nagigising.

you're everywhere...

... i go i can't escape you,
when i close my eyes i see you
even in my sleep i think of you.. i miss you.

- paramita.carousel