kita ko yun..

I saw her with weary eyes last week. Even tears on the side. She did cried... =(

sunday's rest

Today, I woke up at 2 pm. Slept for 13 hours (waahh) Because of that, I ended up having a headache the rest of the afternoon. It’s even longer than the hours I slept for the past 3 days.

Late na rin ako nakauwi last Saturday. Around 1am. Sinamahan ko pa kasi yun friend ko to watch ‘House of Wax”. Well ok naman siya. I don’t know how to describe the movie but one thing is, I ended up laughing half way through the movie.(Takot na takot ung friend ko) I never thought she was will be that scared.

I just finished packing my bags for tomorrow. This one’s gonna be fun for sure
Sinamahan ko mom ko mag grocery kanina. kelangan lang kasing bumili ng extra gamit. mabuti na yung kumpleto.

letter # 5

Hey dude

Musta? Stressed ka rin sa work noh? Nakwento mo nga minsan e. ganun pa rin ba?. Ako rin e. Imagine, they require me to work 12 hours per day. This goes on until end of June. Darn! Magbibirthday pa naman ako. Waaahh. Speaking of that, my friends are hoping for my treat. Well I guess it will have to wait. Maybe 1 or 2 weeks late.(wag na lang kaya. haha)

Last Friday, I watched starwars. For me it was good. But if you’re not into the starwars saga (like you), maybe you’ll be disappointed. Actually that was a guess. I have this feeling na hindi siya yung tipo ng movie na magugustuhan mo. Kaw pa! hehe

Anyway, See yah. Hope you enjoyed your weekend… maski yung ngayon lang. *wink*

carpool

i was supposed to post this kagabi kaso pagod na ko kaya ipinagpabukas ko na lang.

last night, we had a carpool on our way home. it was fun.

i remembered back in my old project, we used to ride with jerico. he would dropped us at cubao. salamat tsong.

anyway back to last night. we were 7 in the van. 2 dropped off at MRT ayala, 1 at Crossing, me at Cubao (thanks, bawi ako next time), 2 at SM North.

as usual, madami na namang kwento ang lumabas. madaming kwento ang pinag-usapan. pati kung paano kaaliw mag drive, hindi pinatawad. well serious naman ung driver e so di nya napansin yun. hehehe.

i missed college tuloy. ang araw araw na carpool pagkatapios ng klase. tapos diretso sa 'le ching' sa may banawe. tapos diretso bahay ni bene para mag overnight. saya.

masaya na ako.. masayang kasama kayo..

a bit of everything

im a bit weird today.

a bit worried...
but a bit excited.
a bit happy...
but a bit sad.
a bit angry...
but a bit contented.
a bit jealous...
but a bit thankful.

the reason.... you.

i just remembered..

.. someone asking me this question..

"what do you like about her"

i answered.. "whats not to like"

then we smiled.

-- i should've hugged you because of that.. i mean the girl who asked the question.

belated... potpot

potpot celebrated her birthday last week.
we had a celebration and it was fun.

Actually, the celebration was in advance and there's no problem with that. at least free food was served. I gave my share but its not official yet. i owe my buddy a couple of bucks which i should plan to pay next week. thanks.

Well, i know her for a long time now. At first i never really notice her. not until the 4th week. (grabe ang tagal nun)

anyway, dati pa, makulit na yan si potpot. madaldal, machismis. upto now ganun pa rin. the difference is, mas inspired na sya ngayon, di ko alam kung baket... hehe...joke.

sorry ginawan kita ng entry. i just like to thank you for all the times we had together.

for all the joys, (which i had fun)
for the ups and downs, (what a ride it was)
for the laughters and the cries, (i wont cry this time. hehe)
for saying "HI" sakin kahapon. (ganun lang un, pero its worth it)

Uli, belated happy birthday. mag ka-age na tayo ngayon. hehe. joke lang. peace out

what..

.. am i to say now?

It's kinda weird what im feeling right now.
I didn't know if i should be happy or not.

Naiisip ko na naman sya pero ewan..
well anyway. as i said before, i'll be answering those questions.
Dyahe pero what the heck..
Maybe telling it out, helps a bit. maybe...

1. Sino ung girl?

By now, i think most of you have an idea. maybe her name perhaps. I have mentioned her name about 3 weeks ago. but not here. She's someone close to me. I knew her just this year. I never expected to become close to her. even better friends.
anyway. I appologize, i won't be mentioning her name here. (cguro kung ok na ang lahat pero wag muna)

2. Sino si dude?

Sabi ko dati, gagawa ako ng blog na ung theme is about kay dude. but it ended up differently. Well. Actually nalito na rin ako e. Na-miss nya sana ako.

3. Same person lang ba sila?

Kala ko dati oo, pero hinde.

4. does your icon represent her in any way?

Yes, it does. She even looks like the girl. Even how she eats.

5. what happend between you and dude? tingin ko me nakaraan kayo e.

Best buddy ko yan sa maraming bagay. especially sa kainan. i dont wanna bring up the topic.

6. baket kasi di mo pa aminin sa girl? ano pumipigil sayo?

Actually, i just did. about a couple of weeks ago. I went to her desk then i asked her out… then the story begins... (masyado na tong madrama!!!)

There is this letter i made before the night i told her. I was planning to give it to her but no. I rather tell her face to face. It’s better that way.

I really don’t know what to expect. I really don’t. Mixed emotions filled my heart. I can imagine a black hole right in my head. I can’t feel my breathing.

Then I held her hand…
There she was…face to face
Her eyes looking right through me

Thoughts I have in mind.

Then it was over. Some lines I missed to say but its ok.…and it ends up happy. happy even for just a moment for me.

I don’t know what lies ahead.. basta ang alam ko…..

Anyway, I need to go home now. 3 out of 11 pa lang ako na designs, pero kaya ko pa.

Siya.. kanina pa umuwi. malamang nasa bahay na yun.

i guess...

... we'll just have to wait.

beng <--- temporarily isolated from the harshness of life and love

she's already taken..

.... ME..

questions..

I received a couple of emails these past 2 weeks from some readers of my blog. Actually not a couple, just 3 emails. they got these questions that forced me to set myself back and think. I don’t wanna name you guys here, I would just like to say thanks.

Listed below are their questions although I have filtered and removed some of them, to keep their identities secret.

sino yung girl?
sino si dude?
the same person lang ba sila?
does your icon (girl eating) represent her in any way?
what happened between you and dude? tingin ko may nakaraan kayo e
baket kasi di mo pa aminin sa girl? ano pumipigil sayo?

I know some of you guys have your own answers. Some are correct, some just need confirmations. I’ll try answering them on my next entries.

letter # 4

hey dude,

musta na?

tagal na pala ah?!. umaga na ko nakauwi nung gabing tinawagan kita. nagkayayaan pa kasi. at naging mahaba ang kwentuhan namin.

marami ng nangyari since then. ikaw, ganun din ba?

to start, naging stressful ang mga araw. about work and about.. syempre pag-ibig uli

parehas gumugulo... magulo pero natutuwa ako.

pag nakikita ko sya, napapaisip ako... pag kaharap naman, napapangiti ng todo. (am I referring to work? hehehe)

hindi ko naman talaga kelangan itago e kasi obvious sya….. obvious na mahal ko sya. (ung work or her? )

anyway, naging hobby ko na ang pagkain maya't maya. hindi dahil sa stressed ako. basta... ewan ko.. cguro nahawa na ko sa yo… sa katakawan mo. =)

kanina, kumain ako sa cubao mag-isa. panandaliang jollibee meal lang ang katapat. solb na

now you get the picture? ganyan ang naging takbo ng buhay ko lately

yan na lang muna. cge. ingats

recipe for a gudnyt sleep

• be home at 7:30
• have a nice conversation with your MRT buddy on your way home
• have an early dinner
• eat 2 home made tacos
• have a slice of meat lover's pizza
• drink 2 glasses of ice cold coke
• sleep before 8:30 pm
• wish it would rain during your sleep.... and it did.

stressed out ..

Sorry guys, off topic muna. Alam ko na ibang story ang gusto nyong malaman. Update ko kayo next time.

To start, I was so stressed last week because of the training I am conducting. A lot of people also noticed how stressed I look every time I talk to them. Plus, I am sick due to cold and lack of sleep.

Maybe you noticed puro one liner lang ung mga blog entries ko last week. Yung ang dahilan. Ok cge, meron pang isang dahilan. Hehehe

Sino nga ba naman ndi mapapagod nun noh. Everyday I need to come to the office before 8 am. That means I need to wake up early. As early as 530 in the morning. I better buy a condo unit around makati next time.( just kidding.) syempre ndi ako ganun kayaman. Well anyway, walang traffic sa umaga, walang pila and ndi masyado mainit. Yun lang ang benefit.

Minsan dinadaan ko nalang sa kain ung pagod ko. Kaya nga bumili ako ng stock ng pagkain last week. Thank God there are some people who show their concerns towards me. Salamat na rin at may mga nagbibigay at nag oofer ng food sa kin. Thanks. I don’t have to mention your names, but you who you are. Small things like that I truly appreciate.

Well hindi pa tapos ang pagiging teacher ko. I still have 3 weeks to go. Good thing is, I be working only for 4 hours on teaching and the rest, on the project, haay. Duty calls. I leave the remaining 4 hours to my teaching partner Gia. I know she can do it. From support to development to teaching, all at the same time. She definitely can mange her time. Not like me. Baket nga ba sya napasok sa topic? Ewan, Baka na-miss ko lang sya. Kakatapos lang kasi ng dev work namin. And we’ll be moving on to a new one.

This week, i'll try to pace myself. Less push.. less thinking.. less stress

Ngayon pang medyo nabawasan na ang mga bumabagabag sa isipan ko. I think I can survie another week.

salamat sayo nanay

My gift for mom came in yesterday nung nagpalamig kami kasama mga brothers ko sa mall. Siya na lang pinapili ko ng gift niya. She bought this blouse na pink. Buti na lang medyo mura. On the way home, I dropped by Popeye’s to buy a bucket of chicken and shakeys for some pizzas.

Kanina, we went to our tita’s house for lunch to celebrate Mother’s day. My lola was also there to celebrate. We stayed there up until 4 pm.

Happy Mother's Day

lady, you're so beautiful..

..beautiful tonight.

coz i shiver.

coz with you
i'm running.. running.. running..
somewhere i can't get to

natuwa

..ako sa pic mo. cute mo kasi =)

life nga naman

Just arrived from our trip at puerto galera. 10:15 at MSE, 11 at our house

Im tired right now but im not yet sleepy.

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I dont know why I lost my voice. Malat ako at masakit ang lalamunan ko. Hindi ko malaman kung bakit sumakit yun ng ganito. Kanina pa ko ubo ng ubo sa biyahe. Hanggang dito sa bahay, ganun pa rin. Natatalot ako na baka mangyari ung katulad ke gia. Ang hirap lumulon.

This week ko pa naman kelangan ito kasi magtuturo ako. Sana bukas wala na sya.

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I lost my watch on our way home. I realized it when we were already in the van. The last time I saw it was when I asked Kat for time. After that.. wala na. Sayang

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Mamaya I plan to sleep all day, as in. I'm awake for 42 hours as of now minus the one hour I slept kanina pag-uwi.

Kelangan kong makabawi. I'll be needing all the strength this week.

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For the people who asked me kung bakit, you are right. A lot of things are running through my mind thats why I wasn't able to sleep at puerto.

• iniisip kita
  
• hina-hunting ako ng mga kabobohan ko
  
• nababadtrip ako sa katanganan ko
  
• naaalala ko ang mga bagay na sana sinabi ko sayo.
  
• napapaisip ako sa buhay ko
  
• tinatamaan ako sa mga comments nyo
  
• i had this question "what if"
  
• feeling ko may taong umiiwas sa akin
  

I won't be able to discuss the details but I know you got the point.

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During the way home, we stopped by KFC at south super highway. It was full but thanks to lady luck, we found a spot for us.

Isa lang naiisp ko sa mga tao dun. Alam ko lahat sila on the way home. Lahat sila galing outing. Lahat sila pagod. Lahat inaantok. Lahat sila naghihinayang. Lahat sila nag-iisip, sana Monday na lang sila umuwi.

Isa na ko dun sa kanila.. naaasar na sana maaga na-declare na walang pasok.

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I got this chance to know better a couple of people in the team. Although I already know them, I got to spend longer time talking to them. I realized the many things we have in common. And I enjoyed every moment of it. Thanks po.

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I enjoyed our trip. Maraming kwento lumabas. Maraming kwentong nabuo. Masaya. Aliw. Astig.

The trip was fun.... sarap ulitin