choco overdose

blog change

2006-06-16T09:58:00.000+08:00

im moving to a new blog. maraming salamat.

http://chocoeater.wordpress.com/

Birthday in 1.5 weeks

2006-06-13T14:19:00.000+08:00

My birthday celebration started 3 days ahead.

Friday
Celebration at big Buddha. Arbie, Ryan and Patrick wasn’t able to join us because of personal reason. Next time na lang guys. Also there was Aedrian, Abby and Dera. It was aedrian’s roll off day for the team so we decided it was the perfect time to spend together the remaining budget for the month of May. The budget was short for all of us so I shouldered the remaining amounts and considered this as my treat to them. Thank you all.
The pictures are still not available so pardon me. J

Saturday - Sunday
We went to Bacolor Pampanga for swimming. I met up with abby at around 10am sa cubao and arrived there at 1pm. Mabilis lang. Most of the time dun natulog lang ako kasi super stressed ako coming from a 4 day straight SCM audit, migration and fixes. Mga 3pm na siguro ako naligo. Sa batis muna then tapos nun sa pool naman. The place was good kasi konti lang tao kahit fully booked na sila.

Sunday
When we arrived at manila, we left our thing at SM’s baggage counter for ease. After that I bought my rubber shoes sa adidas.

Movie: We decided to watch Benchwarmers

Timeout : about 7 times kong narining etong isang kanta ng Hale this weekend. Di na ko nag emote. Hehehe

Monday
I attended mass at greenbelt nung tanghali. I bought 3 siopaos for my lunch. (1 bola bola and 2 asado) I ordered food for the ariba team. The medium size pancit, I gave to the JP team while the large size for the people on the 5th floor. Sana nabusog sila lalo na sa JP which I think kulang sobra ung food kasi ang dami nilang bago. J

Gifts for today: The gift gave me 3 presents, 1 large bag, 1 really small bag and a shirt. I liked the shirt. Thanks. Abby also gave me a bag. Puro na ko bag today. I don’t know which bag I should place on which bag. hahaha.

Tuesday
Back to work. I had to go office before 8am. That’s something hard for me nowadays. Hehehe. Anyway, I just read the text from my team lead around 530 am for an emergency push so there, I need to rush. I skipped breakfast and went off to the office. We also had another push on that afternoon.

Wednesday
Dinner out with friends. We finally got the chance to have our get together. The last one was around December at greenhills. Now at makati. We were not complete but that’s fine. Good for me! Hehe. Next week na yung iba. Mari, Boc, Bugs, Jonathan, Berns, Vane, Matt and Rap. Bene was able to come because he has a flight that morning to Malaysia. Abby was also there with her new bling bling. Hehe. Grabe na miss ko kayo lalo na si Mari and Boc. It was always fun being with the two of them. Nonstop kwento at nonstop hirit at pang aasar. Ever since 1st year, si Mari na ung kasama ko and I enjoyed every step of the way. Sayang wala si bene.

Gifts for tonight. 2 shirts. One from Abby and from Mari. At isang masayang kulitan at hiritan. The best kayo!!

Movie for tonight: the OMEN. Walang kwenta. Hehe. Too much expectation on this movie. tsk tsk

Thursday
Lunch at Food Choices. Kulitan sessions with kaykay.

Gifts for today: a box of choco and a Daniel Powter cd. Yehey. I got to choose the CD. Hehe.

Friday
Movie: Take the Lead.

Saturday
Game day. I woke up at 7 am then drove to makati to pick up kaykay for our tournament. It was a fun day. I cant imagine we played that good only to lose to 3 teams. But its ok. I’m over it now. I enjoyed playing with my partner. We always calm each other when either or us is in pressure. All I can say is she’s the best. Manalo man o matalo, panalo pa rin. The last game second set with jude was the best game that day.

After the game we went to Rockwell for dinner. I treated them at Burgoo.

Art session?

picture picture

Movie: the Inside Man

Sunday
My mom’s group was the sponsor for today’s mass. They sang great. Kami lang ni Jay magkatabi sa misa. Si Joel may pasok. Si dad nag bike sa antipolo.

Monday
Independence day. Time for me to sleep. Ang sarap!

baket di nalang...

2006-06-06T19:02:00.000+08:00

... muna naten hayaang umikot ang mundo. malay mo bukas.. papabor din ang lahat sayo.

txt na lang kita mamaya.

weekend update

2006-06-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

its been 3 weeks in a row na swimming. eto ngayon ako.. sunog. well at least it was a good exercise for week. lalo pa't meron na akong bilbil. heheh.
the first one was with my family. masaya sya kasi kumpleto kaming lahat. minsan na lang ule mangyari un. busy na ang mga tao sa trabaho at kanya kanyang gawain.
the next was at May's place. teambuilding pero kulang. hehe pero oks lang dahil panalo sa pagkain. favorite ko ung bbq chaka salad. hahaha.
the last one was at pampanga. ni try lang namin ung place and ends up ok naman talaga. kasi konti lang tao kahit fullybo0k na yung place. next time ko na lang post yung pictures =)

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kahapon nakabili na rin ako ng sapatos. advance pabirthday. hehehe. ngayon.. i can now let you go.. or should i? wag, jan ka lang.

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dude, napanood ko na ung benchwarmers. does richie's (david spade) character looks familiar? hehe. siyang siya nga. =)

deadma

2006-05-27T10:39:00.000+08:00

today was a bit weird. i had thoughts floating in my head the whole day.

i got an update from this girl. she was supposed to tell me the news yesterday but i think she held back. this morning, she decided to tell me. no reaction... neither of us reacted.... it dont know why. we usually prolong "sensitive" conversations like that. but we didnt. seems like we dont want to talk about the news at all. i have an idea about the news weeks ago and joke about it with her but today was different. yes im am happy for her, but deep inside, there's a feeling that strucked me. im not sure if she noticed that, but it did.

maybe its not time to talk about it.... maybe we should not even talk about it.

fade away

2006-05-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

time,
dont take it away... dont take it all away.

i really wish time is listening right now.

happy mother's day

2006-05-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

I bought my mom something from bodyshop. Yey nagustuhan nya.hehe. nung hapon lumabas kami, nag treat ako sa pizza hut kasama si jay. After eating, we went to the mall and I bought something for my lola. paguwe naman binigay ko and she also loved it. Happy mothers day mommy at nanay.

dinner out

2006-05-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

Last Friday we had dinner sa greenbelt. Napapadalas na yung dinner outs namin. There was me, abby, ellen and may. Another order of general chicken for me. Ang sarap e. pwede pa sanang 3 rice orders kaso bundat na ko so 2 lang. Medyo mahaba haba rin ung dinner namin. Usap usap, kwento kwento. Dalawang beses na kaming kumain dung magkakasama. Last time kasama namin si gia. nagVL kasi sya kaya di nakasama. Mga 9pm dapat makabalik na kami kasi may call si may. Medyo na late pero ok lang.

new haircut

2006-05-05T23:48:00.000+08:00

Nagpagupit ako kanina. Grabe sa greenbelt pa kaya ayun mahal. Its been 2 months na ata kasi na di ako nakakapagpagupit. Wala na rin kasing time. Maski weekend wala kasi tulog ako whole day. Walang ng bukas kanina na barbershop or salon kaya sa greenbelt ako bumagsak. Di na mauulit yun. Eto na ata ung pinamahal na ginastos ko para lang magpagupit. Next time ako na lang. Buti naman nagustuhan ko yung gupit saken. May troma na rin kasi ako sa mga ganyan e. Hehehe. Aliw yung gupit ko ngayon. Di ko na sinusuklay, kamay lang lahat. Pagkapunas ng tuyo gamit ang twalya, tatapat lang ako sa electric fan tapos ayun, tapos na. Saves time lalo na sa umaga pag late ako nagigising.

you're everywhere...

2006-05-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

... i go i can't escape you,
when i close my eyes i see you
even in my sleep i think of you.. i miss you.

- paramita.carousel

hey dude

2006-04-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

tuesday na naman. eto pauwe na rin ako from work. i just wanna finish this entry. another stress day for me dude. as usual. yesterday i arrived home around 2 pm. wag mo na kong hiritan na bossing na ko kasi ang totoo, hindi. ni hindi ko inisip na ganun.

masaket pa rin likod ko e from saturday's game. nung umaga hinatid ko shoti ko sa makati, after that diretsong bahay to pick up my things tapos ayun, diretsong laro. well, nauna ko sa place. mga 30-45 minutes cguro ako magisa dun hanggang sa dumating si kat. i really didnt expect na ma late sya pero ok lang. di ko rin kasi sya natext. kasalanan ko. to cut short, napahaba ung game at konti lang ung warmup ko kaya cguro ako ganito. hehehe

kulit mga text mo kanina ah. di ako gano maka reply kasi busy. anyway, nabawi naman ng 10 minute call natin. salamat. osha. uuwe na ko. antok na ko. happy tuesday. hi mo nalang ako ke reg. nytnyt

it' s your nth time...

2006-04-25T18:30:00.000+08:00

... and i'm still falling for the same crap. badtrip!

o ilaw

2006-04-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

kahapon umilaw kami sa prusisyon. kasama ko kapatid ko pati yun 2 pinsan ko. nagsimula mga 630pm tapos natapos sya mga 1130 na. mahaba ung dinaanan namin kahapon. kakapagod pero ok lang.

mga 1130 na rin natapos lahat lahat. pagdating ng bahay.. ayun lamon ng todo. hehehe

may nakasabay pa kaming santo paguwe namin.

overnight part 2

2006-04-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

i had my early breakfast at mcdo. i think its around 3 am kanina. i bought myself longganiza meal. while ellen, i bought her omelette. its her first time to eat omelette at mcdo. she was super sleepy that time so i decided to leave her here and buy here some food.

we were not supposed to reach 8am at the office but we did. i found some issues kaya tumagal and she was still doing some final review before we send it. the bad thing is, may power interruption ng 8 at down ang network the whole day. kaya dahil dun, naipit uli kami.

we decided na bumalik na lang ng 930. so we went to rockwell and had out second breakfast sa pancake house. actually it was my first time to eat at pancake. kuripot kasi e. heheh. we had a fun sa pancake at dahil dun, gising na gising na kami pagbalik ng office.

when we got back may kuryente na pero walang network. malas. i really need to cut this short. matutulog na uli ako. tuloy ko next time. heheh.

overnight at the office

2006-04-13T06:36:00.000+08:00

what can i say? im still in the office. and i have been awake for 2 days. this is nothing new since I also had the same situation last year. but what the heck! im still here and i wanna go home.

its a holiday by the way so why am i working? last night was our deadline but we were not able to finish on time that's why we are here ( me and ellen) the 2.5 weeks of uploading the scripts finally was over although there are still things i need to follow up on, they are just minor. Well, the US still need to review those things and our work next depends on that.

i just woke a couple of minutes ago from a 15 minute sleep. and just missed the wake up call from shobs. if not for a very special reason, she will still be sleeping soundly at bed. i was supposed to wake her but it didnt turn out that way. hehehe. nakatulugan ko na pala tong entry na toh.

missed

2006-04-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

im still in the office preparing the package. too late i can say. we encountered a lot of issues this morning that's why packaging started late. now im really tired and a bit sleepy.

i missed going home early on a friday. kahapon kasi 1030 ako nakauwi ng bahay. earliest for the week. kala ko mauulit ko. hindi pala.

i missed a party at my classmates house. sensha mga tsong. next time sa bohol.

i'll be missing our game tomorrow. i badly needed rest. sorry po talaga.

stressful week

2006-04-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

nahirapan ako ngayon linggong toh. a lot of things to finish. as in. and im merely halfway thru my task. just got an email from our US client. 37% pa lang daw natatapos ko. what the!!! anyway, i plan to finish it in 2 days. sana nga matapos, hehehe

aside from multi tasking, which is normal i guess for all, multi roles din. ano pa nga ba ang ibibigay nyo. sige lang. feeling nyo kaya ko lahat yan. hindi kaya! eto nga lang ginagawa ko e di ko matapos, dadagdagan nyo pa.

11:30 pm

2006-04-04T20:52:00.000+08:00

nice number... fine with me.

Thats the average time i am arriving home.

30 minutes before the day closes
... enough time to say "hi"
... enough time to say "musta?"
... enough time to say "sana tinawag mo ko kanina"
... enough time to say "im doing fine"
... enough time to say "happy tuesday"

in my draft..

2006-03-28T22:42:00.000+08:00

.. since last year

salamat kagabe
salamat sa pagising saken kanina
salamat sa maghapon
salamat sa pagkain
salamat sa kakulitan
salamat sa kasiyaan
salamat sa good night.

nakabawi rin

2006-03-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

After two weeks na pagiging bitin sa badminton, we finally enjoyed the game last Saturday. Kakagulat nga e. kasi kami lang yung naglalaro. Di tulad nung dati na kahit maaga ako dumating para maka pag pareserve, nabibitin parin kasi may tournament at kelangan kaming paalisin. Hehe

Sulit yung kahapon. Kahit masaket na sobra ang binti, ok lang. Yan tuloy di ako nakasabay sa family ko pagsimba kanina. Next week sana ganito ule. Sana wala nang mga extra. Hehehe.

march teambuilding

2006-03-25T14:06:00.000+08:00

Last Friday we had dinner sa Chubby china sa greenbelt. 11 sana kami pero di pwede ung iba so 9 lang ang nakarating. Dun sa 9 na nakasama, 7 lang ang kumain. Late na rin kasi dumating ung sila ellen at gia.

Medyo lugi kami kasi 930 ung cut off ng orders. E dumating kami mga 9 na. Putek yan. Buti nagpaextend sila up to 945. so ayun order na kami. Sinobrahan na naming ung order kahit alam namin na bawal magtira. Hehe. Well naubos din naman naming ung food.

Ang highlight nung gabi ay nung sumayaw si Arthur ng di nya namamalayan. At nakunan pa ni May ng video. Pa- sway sway si Arthur. Seryoso ung mukha nya. At wala syang kamuwang muwang sa ginagawa nya. Ako mismo hindi ko matapos ng buo yung video dahil sa katatawa. Nice one. Hehe

hindi ako...

2006-03-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

nag mukhang gago ngayong linggo.
o sige na.... hindi ako nagmukhang gago ng buong linggo. ok na?

Isang coffee jelly please.

2006-03-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

baket nga ba? di ko alam kung anong nangyari? di ko alam kung pano nakahawa?
akala ako para saken lang, pati na rin pala ikaw. at least ngayon ok na. wag na sanang maulet. kung maulet man, idaan na lang naten sa kape. sabihan mo lang ako at sasamahan pa kita.

Mga naipon ko ngayong linggo.. salamat

2006-03-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

sa kulet
sa taray
sa pizza
sa favorite song
sa pag aalok
sa kisses
sa letter
sa pag sabay
sa pag aalala
sa pag gusot ng buhok ko

maraming salamat.

pilitin ko mang...

2006-03-02T20:57:00.000+08:00

... abutin itong bituin, malayo na e. buti pa dati, nung siya’y tanaw ko pa at hindi pa ako nalulunod.

until next time

2006-02-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

hi dude, last day mo pala kanina. Hindi man lang kita napuntahan sa cube mo para mag “hello”. Sa pitong buwan mong pananatili uli dito, as in uli ah, di ka pa rin nagbabago. Tulad ka pa rin nung dati. Naging iba man ung pananaw mo sa buhay, ikaw na ikaw pa rin yan. Makulet at masayahin.

nga pala. astig yung shirt mo last week. hehe. salamat sa cap.

anyway, salamat sa mensahe mo kahapon. Oo magulo na nga ang kwento ko pero maaayos din toh. Salamat sa payo.

so long but not farewell. Happy Tuesday.

sound trip

2006-02-25T21:07:00.000+08:00

Kahapon, late na ako nag lunch. During the lunch break, diretso ako ng Music One para mag sound trip. Tumitingin tingin lang muna ng CD. Baka may bagong ok e. tapos tumambay na ko dun. Natapos ko ata ung buong album ng Kamikaze. Konti lang naman ung tao kaya naisip ko ok lang magtagal ako. Pagkatapos nun, lipat naman sa kabilang CD. 2 pm na ko nakabalik dala dala ang take out na crispyburgermelt.

Masyado na kasi ako na deprived sa opisina. Tanggalan ba naman ako ng CD player. Halos masanay na ko ng walang music. Pero di ko matiis. Kaya kanina, after ng game, dumiretso ako sa SM para bumili ng iPod Nano. Kahit walang radio, ok na rin.

MRT uli

2006-02-23T21:19:00.000+08:00

Maaga akong umuwe kanina. Madami na naman akong iniisip nung hapon at gusto ko na lang itulog lahat ng ito para mawala lahat yun. Posible? Hinde, dahil bukas, makikita ko na naman uli. pag upo ko pa lang sa silya, makikita ko na namam problema ko. buti pa kahapon.

First time kong mag MRT sa taong 2006. maski ako nagulat sa sarili ko na sasakay na uli ako ng MRT. Lalo na nung ipasok ko ang stored value ticket na dala ko. P100 pa!. Alam ko nung December ko pa nabili yun. Wala pa palang bawas.

Tahimik kanina sa loob ng MRT. Wala man lang nagsasalitang pasahero. Maski isa, maski alam kong magka opisina yung iba, hindi sila nag uusap. Tahimik na nga ba ang mundo? Wag naman sana. Buti pagbaba ko, maingay na.

930pm na pala, sige tulog na po ako.

Two angels

2006-02-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

Last Monday while buying burgers for lunch, I saw two girls. They were behind me waiting for their turn to order. They were happy. I can see it through their eyes. After a couple of minutes seeing them laughing and smiling, I noticed something. They were deaf. It took me some time to realize that until they started using their hands. How stupid of me.

I realized how hard for them to communicate with other people who are not deaf. I myself tried to communicate with them but ended up making a fool of myself using own sign language plus talking chopped sentences.

I know mukhang na kong tanga nung mga oras na yun sa pakikipag usap sa kanila na alam ko, hindi ako talaga maiintindihan o naririnig man lang. maski anong sabihin ko, dedma sa kanila. well siguro out of kindness, nag smile na lang yung isa sa kin. anyway, ok lang yun, at least next time alam ko na gagawin ko.

another friday

2006-02-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

yes, another friday night for me and im a bit crazy.
i wasn't able to solve this issue since yesterday. after an 8 hours testing and investigating, i ended up surrendering. i ended up posting a log question.

things are starting to pile up. two weeks into the schedule and things are, i can say, a liitle not so good. but im still optimistic on this. i can do this. i know the tasks now are very demanding but im holding on.

two weeks of late nights in the office and its not even half way, even a quarter. hope i can stand all of this.

anyway, on other happenings, i ...
... declined an invitation to tagaytay this weekend. sorry pow
... ate classic burger at Mexicalli
... had bbq and pancit at san carlos room
... played counter at glorieta
... got a call because of paperworks
... forgot to eat corn at dinner
... got to talk with someone who is ultimately happy
... got to chat to my crush

happy weekends to all.

at kung...

2006-02-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

..ikaw ay maiwan, ako'y babalik at di ka pababayaan. tuloy tuloy ang ikot ng mundo, tuloy tuloy ang ikot ng mundo, tuloy tuloy ang ikot ng mundo, tuloy tuloy ang ikot ng mundo, tuloy tuloy ang ikot ng mundo....

Ay mali!

2006-02-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

Kanina, nagconvoy kame galing North papuntang Libis. Ako yung lead car este van pala. Simula pa lang, may naiwan na. Patay!. Ang bagal ko naman magdrive ah. hehe. Anyway, nagkatagpo-tagpo din naman ang lahat.

So ayun tuloy ang biyahe. E ako tatanga tanga, mali yung napasukan kong daan sa may QC circle. Dapat alam ko yun e pero nagkamali ng papasukang kanto. Mas alam pa nga ng sumusunod saken yung kalsadang tinahak ko. Patay na naman! Maski ako natawa sa sarili ko, pano pa kaya yung sumusunod saken? hahaha

Ang ending.. nakarating din. Ok ok. Laro na tayo.

hanggang siko...

2006-02-03T11:05:00.000+08:00

... na lamang ba?
hanggang siko na lamang ba?

natawa na lang ako nung hinirit saken ng friend ko toh. naalala ko tuloy ung kasabay namin sa elevator kahapon. hehehe

anyway, tapos na yun. and im really happy for you.

going for it.

2006-01-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

last saturday i saw atchi. its been a while since i last saw her. i think the last time was during SE-SSE gathering at the penthouse. remember po? i think chris was also there together with the other PS people. well, i hope there still having a great time. hehe. umm, kasali ka pala sa volleyball league! nice!

anyway, i heard the good news. siguro nga panapanahon lang toh. di man kita naging ka team mate, im sure they'll give us the two thumbs up. kahit na galing tayo from different fields, we managed to stay strong sa career na ito. thanks na rin sa mga mababait na tao sa paligid naten. swerte na rin siguro yung di inaasahang paghatak sayo sa PS. hehehe.

good luck po sayo and hope to see you uli.

sa wednesday pa...

2006-01-30T19:01:00.000+08:00

... ang game pero ngayon pa lang, supalpal na ko sayo.

earlier..

2006-01-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

... i got a chance to talk to this girl.
actually, ngayon ko na lang uli sya nakausap ng ganun. naging busy na kasi kami sobra parehas so nabawasan. hindi naman bonding moment yung kanina pero nag enjoy ako sa pag uusap namin. tulad ng dati, ganun pa rin siya. masaya sa gitna ng kaguluhan.

ever since sweet na sya. ever since super mabait na sya. serious din madalas pero may topak din minsan. and its ok kasi mas cute sya. yun nga lang minsan sobrang serious, ako na mismo ang nanggugulo sa kanya just to break her stress.

i remember someone asking me, whats do you like about her? i guess un pa rin ang magiging sagot ko.

salamat sayo.. think positive towards your plans. malay mo this year. alam mo na.

weird

2006-01-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

i never imagined having a good conversation over a weird thing could get me this hyper.

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i ended my shift listening to my new CD over mocha frap.
salamat sa ka-weirduhan

sa CD, salamat sa nagbigay. i really really loved it.
sa ANxxxx-T, i appreciate the help.
sa pagsabay kanina, don't apologize.. enjoy naman lahat e. thanks po
sa dinner, salamat sayo at kay general chicken.
sa NG, thanks for the cheers kanina

ok..

2006-01-18T08:19:00.000+08:00

.... i get you. sorry.

stress week

2006-01-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

I consider this week my stress week.
A lot of things to do,
A lot of plans to think,
A lot of decisions to make,
A lot of lives to talk to,
and lastly, a lot of forbidden and non chargable overtimes.

Coming in to office at 730 in the morning has been my ritual for first 2 days. I don’t know whats pushing me to do that but lets just leave it as it is. On the third day, I arived around 845 which is late. Kahapon, 9am then kanina 945.

Kala ko dirediretso na, kala ko wala ng issues... mali pala.
Well anyway, di ko alam kung papanong badtrip ang gagawin ko sa halo halong mga bagay na tumatakbo sa utak ko. Mabaliw man ako, kasalanan ko. Oo nga may work nga, maagi yun kesa tambay pero naman, wag naman ganito! Sobra e. aaminin ko, ngayon na lang uli ako nakaranas ng ganito. Ibalik nyo na lang ako sa JP kung ganun. Haay. now you know ung dahilan kung baket ako lumabas. Tapos sasamahan pa ng kung ano ano. Ewan ko nga ba. Naasar na lang ako sa sarili ko. May mga bagay kasi na hindi maiwasang hindi isipin. Sabi nila try shifting away from work kasi hindi lang naman un ang buhay mo e. un nga e. alam ko hindi na work related un pero baket pa rin kelangan sumagi sa isipan ko ang mga yun. Malabo? Oo malabo. Ganun lang talaga ako.

first day stress – walang akong pc for this day. Nanghiram lang sa katabi. E pano ba naman, mag image lang,.. naku! Tapos pati Office sira.

Ang dami palang kelangan tapusin sa loob ng 2 linggo. di ko alam pano sisimulan. Ako stressed, oo noh. Ewan ko ba pero dati naman kayang kaya ko toh. Kahit gano karami ang ibigay, kaya naman. Overload na ang buong araw ko pero natatapos ko. Di ko alam kung baket hindi ako makangiti sa sitwasyon ngayon.

Next day stress – wala pa rin PC. The usual, subsob sa trabaho. Isa na lang inisip ko para naman gumaan sarili ko – ang makauwe ng maaga dahil birthday ni mama. Bought her muffins. Wala pang 6pm umalis na ko. Got home ng 730. A really BIG hug from made a big difference that night. Mwah!

Third day stress- do need to go on? Malamang sawa na kayo…..kasi ako oo. Sensha na po.

at ngayon..

2006-01-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

pwede bang itigil muna...
.. ang pag-ikot ng mundo.

lunes

2006-01-02T15:52:00.000+08:00

unang araw kay bilis ng galaw...

...maaari bang magtanong?

---

what a way to start the year being addicted to this new group.

ayun, wuhoo

2005-12-22T09:53:00.000+08:00

the past weeks have been dreadful. alam ko may galet. alam ko may nagtatampo. alam ko may naiinis. pero ano ang ginawa ko to solve that? una, WALA, pangalawa, WALA pa rin. i kept it to myself, knowing that they will understand me.

kung ganyan ang binabalak mong gawin tsong, tanga ka. wag mo kong gayahin. i know dapat sinabi ko. i did, but its too late. way too late. ngayon ano ang ending, eto, nangangapa. di alam kung saan sya hahanapin.

i may have hurt you, pero ndi ko un kagustuhan. ngayon, di ko alam ang dapat kong gawin para makausap uli kita.

kapayapaan '05

2005-12-12T12:52:00.000+08:00

last night, me and my brother attended the Kapayapaan concert organized by francis magalona to promote peace in the phillipines by putting up hiphop and rocks bands together in one concert. the venue was at marikina riverpark.

we came in around 6 pm just in time when all the rap groups where all finished doing thier acts. this includes andrew e whom they say performed around 4 pm.

some of my favorite bands were. Aia from imago looked cute especially when she started dancing on stage while singing 'anino'. Soapdish was also there. 'join the club' played 'nobela' and 'lunes' . '6 cycle mind' played their version of eheads' 'alapaap'. original members of the eheads, buddy and raymund, played with them. 'sponge cola' also was there playing 'lunes'. 'sandwich' and 'kwan' played out loud last night.

old school rock band 'the youth' played a version of their old song 'tao'. also there was 'the dawn' led by jet pangan himself with brew and buddy of eheads on their guitars.

also there was 'mayonaise' and 'greyhounds'. the event was hosted by dilan of NU, and 'kevin roy'

i was'nt able to finish the concert because something came up at home.

i enjoyed the event last nught. seeing perform the bands i really like. go OPM

im sorry

2005-12-08T16:14:00.000+08:00

i want you to know
that im drowning in tears
i wish you were here
and here me say..

... believe me im sorry

--- sorry.cueshe

not so emergency call

2005-12-05T20:30:00.000+08:00

actually, it was a kickoff call.

i was only informed this morning about our client call when i read my mail. so much for after work plans.

to start off, i'm moving in to a new project which is not totally new. about 6 months ago, i was engaged with the same project and now im back, implementing a new module. all i can say about the module is that it's big. easier than my last assignment, but bigger.

the call should begin at 9 pm and its already 830. since this morning, i've been browsing through 25 documents which are all part of the enhancement and im haven't finish yet. my eyes are now tired. really tired. well, there goes my preparation.

i just finished my dinner at jollibee. i ate chicken and rice plus the macaroni soup. i tried to stay away from mcdo and jabi, but i have no choice.

10 more minutes then we're off.

New savings at last

2005-11-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

At last I got my new account. I plan to transfer my salary account to my personal account. Not all of them, but only some just to give me something to spend on my daily expenses. Thanks to all the Prod bonuses I had for the last months, I was able to save a lot of money.

Initially, I went to Metrobank to have my new account but I got irritated because of the bank staffs. They wont even initiate talking to me when I was sitting infront of the “new Account” section. When I decided to start asking for help, they wont give me any. I shifted my eyes to the manager who is busy talking to the phone. But he didn’t even try looking back at me.

Then next thing I did, I stood up and went straight to the door. I remembered passing RCBC on my way there so I decided why not. At RCBC, it was a different story. The manager personally welcomed me and directed me to her staff.

Well, I got my passbook. My very first one. hehehe

Vacation on-Hold

2005-11-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

Today was supposed to be the start my 6 day vacation but because of some issues last Monday on my 4 week long training camp, the schedule was pushed. Luckily, Abbs and I were able to finish it at lunch.
I’m still thinking of plans for this vacation. Well, one is having a 10+ hours sleep that’s for sure.

homeward

2005-11-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

last sunday, i decided to tke pictures on my way home.

1 minute till train arrives

now here it is.

now im inside.
lastly, in katipunan.

sunday buddies

2005-11-20T19:11:00.000+08:00

as usual, another day in the office on a sunday. we're a bit relaxed this morning and spent the afternoon eating chips and watermelons. i was suppose to go home at 1 pm but ended up leaving at 3.

the girls eating watermelons,

the reat eating chips.

3 and counting..

2005-11-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

Feels like everything’s undone
Peace of mind still I haven’t found
And time will heal those broken mends
I know it will come, but when will it end

If I could turn back the time
I’d spend it with you.

:photo taken by khaki

friday night out

2005-11-12T10:43:00.000+08:00

last night, as i was sitting at the lobby of our building waiting sana, but something came up. i decided to go the greenbelt. wala lang. just kill some time. i dont know what's with me during that time. but still i went there alone. hehe.

first stop: starbucks. i ordered the usual mocha frap. then went out. i sat for a few minutes then try watching the people around me. i saw familiar faces from the office and some cool chicks and hot mamas. Janice, my old classmate, called me on the phone. may mini reunion daw sa tomas morato. sadly i wasn't able to join them because i have a plan staying at the hotel that night and tomas morato is way far from makati.

2nd stop: music one. after i finished my grande. i went to music one to look for new CDs. makikinig lang sana ako but i ended up buying 3 CDs. nagustuhan ko na ung 'typecast' and 'join the club'.

3rd stop: fishball. after greenbelt i went back to our building to drop my new CDs. pero nung malapit na, nakita ko si manong fishball so napabili ako. bumili ako ng 4 na piraso. P10 din un.

4rd stop: office. sa office ko na inubos ung fishball ko. stayed there for about 5-10 minutes. talked to the night shifters of our team then lend one of them my bamboo and the dawn CDs. then went to the hotel.

5th stop: hotel. my buddy was already there so she opened the door for me. thanks. kumain muna ako ng instant pancit canton at tinapay. then pagkatapos nun, natulog na rin ako.

holiday work

2005-11-04T10:11:00.000+08:00

Rainy and slippery street of Ayala but amusingly empty.

Our managerasked as to work last friday which is Ramadan and is annouced to be a holiday. Too bad for us.

isn't it weird?

2005-11-03T18:59:00.000+08:00

baket habang tumatanda, instead na dumadami ang friends mo, lalong nababawasan?

from being close friends, now they are just names.

overtime.. anything new?

2005-10-29T07:47:00.000+08:00

it seems like na-karma ako this week. after celebrating a workless saturday, now im here in the office.

for the third time in a row, i was assigned with a difficult task. and that last task caused me this saturday. badtrip!

i remembered one of my teammate telling a story about this guy who attended the same meeting complianing about working 2 hours overtime on weekdays for 2 weeks. "anong tawag mo sa amin... 3 hours overtime everday including weekends. and guess what? nows the 5th month.

kahapon...

2005-10-29T07:30:00.000+08:00

... nakita kita. kasama mo sya. nalungkot ako. at baket naman? dahil naaalala pa rin kita. ilang taon na ang lumipas. nung huling makasama kita. at ngayon wala na. malabo na. ang mga kwentuhang inuumaga. mga hiritang di matapos tapos. ngayon ay naglaho na. pilitin mang ibalik. malaki na ang pinagbago mo. kasi iba na ang ikot ng iyong mundo. totoo naman e. simula nung umiwas ka. nahalata ko na. hindi na ikaw yung dati. siguro nga ganyan lang ang buhay. maski anong subok ang gawin ko. hindi talaga ako ang para sayo.

walang pasok

2005-10-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

Wala kaming pasok kahapon. It was the first after a long time. I woke up 7am but i got out from bed at 10am. Minsan lang toh kaya sulitin na. we had tuna as our brunch then went home at 2pm. Buti na lang walang pasok kasi maysakit pa ko nung Friday night pa.

Sorry Karen, last minute announcement kasi e. alam kong the whole week ka ng nagyaya mag badminton. Sensha na po.

TRN - 23

2005-10-21T20:28:00.000+08:00

Me and my buddy were on our my to landmark, when we saw this girl. All I can say is her jacket was cool. Natawa ako bigla nung makita un. I tried looking back at my buddy and she too was laughing silently. Na-gets ko kagad iniisip niya. Parehas kami. I immediate went behind her to get a photo of her jacket. By the way, our issues have prefixes either TRAN, TRN or INT that’s why we laughed. I showed this one to Keysi at todo ang naging tawa niya.

Pag adik ka na sa work, matatawa ka na lang

my place

2005-10-20T20:21:00.000+08:00

Kanina, I got a chance to work on Kaye’s place. It felt good I can say. After 5 months of facing the wall, sitting beside the window, trapped on the corner, I was able to work half a day away from isolation.
But nevertheless, I still love my place. My work area and my sleeping refuge.

the numbers are going down

2005-10-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

Medyo maluwag na ang work this week. konti na lang ng nirereport, konti na rin bumabalik. Sana magtuloy tuloy na toh. eventhough I still have my pending tasks, I still have time to help my teammates. Well, its because I liked to.

I hope there no need to come to office this Saturday. Please Keysi..hehehe

the key..

2005-10-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

the KEY CARD aka "precious"

to them...."its a must have possession", "its a matter of life and death"

well, not for ME... and my buddy.

to an old friend..

2005-10-13T09:50:00.000+08:00

.. who texted me 2 nights ago.

i miss you. i miss you so bad.
i didn't get around to kiss you
i wish i could see you again but i know that i can't
now you're gone, there you go somewhere i can't bring you back
i hope you can hear me coz i remember it clearly

the day you slipped away was the day i found things won’t be the same

-- slippedaway.avril

coz i...

2005-10-04T19:17:00.000+08:00

... i know can never be enough

to replace your whatever.

sunday driving

2005-10-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

yesterday we went to los banos to visit one of my cousins.

first time kong mag drive sa expressway. hindi naman ganung kahaba ung biyahe kasi 100-110 ang takbo namen. kasama ko kahapon sa van ang mom ko, 2 cousins, lola and tita ko.
as expected, lahat nakatulog sa biyahe. lalo na nung pauwi, knockout lahat.

on our way back sa may bandang entry point sa skyway, di ko alam kung dahil pagod ako or dahil first time ko lang, muntik na kaming bumangga. di ko alam kung sa malayo ako nakatingin pera bigla ko na lang napansin na malapit na pala ung kotse sa harapan ko. at sigurado akong hahampas kami sa likod nung kotse.

diniin ko kagad ang paa ko sa preno pero talagang hindi aabot at babangga kami. nag skid ung van. isang mahabang skid. lalo na nung kinabig ko sa kanan ang manibela. alam ko mali yun kasi baka may sasakyan sa kanan ko, buti na lang medyo malayo pa at nakareact din sya. pati sya nag skid pero ndi grabe tulad nung sa amin. kinabahan ako dun. haay. buti nalang walang nangyari.

next time mag-iingat na po ako.

how sweat it is

2005-09-28T09:50:00.000+08:00

kung mamalasin ka nga naman. matatapat sayo ang isang bulok na shuttle na sira ang aircon.
ok naman sya nung umalis kami sa terminal pero pag dating ng ortigas, naku!! impyerno na!!

init na may halong lagkit at pawis. yan ang inabot ko. well. wala na naman akong magagawa kahit nagreklamo na ko sa drayber, ayun.. deadma. keso pasensya na raw at nag loko aircon nya.
ang unang ginawa ko ay buksan ang bintana. pero wala!! ayaw mabuksan. mukhang sinadya ng may-ari na i-lock un mula sa labas. isang kabaliwan!
so eto ako. punas na pawis maya't maya.
buti na lang hindi pawisin ung katabi ko. salamat talaga miss tumabi ka. un nga lang malas mo at katabi ang matabang pawis na pawis. pasensya na

ano pa nga bang magagawa ko. ayaw ko naman bumaba.
una... sayang ung binayad ako. ayaw ng ibalik
pangalawa... alanganin ung bababaan, wala ka nang mahahanap na iba pang masasakyan pag baba mo
pangatlo... ortigas na naman e. malapit na. --> mali ang inakala ko

sa gitna ng kaguluhan, nakuha ko pang aliwin ang sarili ko. isa na dito ang pag puna sa mga kapwa pasahero ko. kapansin-pansin ang mga kilos ng bawat isa. kanya kanyang diskarte habang tinitiis ang init sa loob ng sasakyan. sa may bandang gitna ako kaya't kitang kita ko ang mga kilos nila.

itututuloy...

sweat part 2

2005-09-28T08:22:00.000+08:00

simulan natin sa hilera ko.

mama sa tabi ng pinto... nakausli na ng upo. di mapakali. pawisan ang likod. pati panyo basa na rin. palibhasa mataba, tulo pawis na.

ale sa kaliwa ko... panay paypay ng abaniko. mainit ang hangin galing sa abaniko. ramdam ko e. kahit gano kalakas pa. mainit pa rin ang singaw. iritado sa katabing lalake sa kaliwa.

ako... pinapanood sila.
babae sa kaliwa ko... walang imik. paminsan minsang nagpapahid ng pawis.

babaeng sumunod... panay cellfone kahit mainit. malamang nagsusumbong sa boss dahil pawis at late na sya.

lalake sa tapat ng mama sa may pinto... ayun, pati malaking tatoo nya sa braso puro pawis. swerte nya naka sleeveless sya. deadma lang sya sa mga nangyayari.

babae sa tapat ng ale sa tabi ko... di na makatiis sa init. pinipilit pa ring buksan ang ayaw mabuksang bintana ng sasakyan. kung ano ano na rin ang pinagsasabi sa sobrang praning.

babae sa tapat ko... tulog! di man lang nakadama ng init. nagising sa may bandang guadalupe. sabay tingin sa kin at nagtanong, "bakit ang init?". a ewan.

ganyan ang mga maiinit na eksena kanina. sana bukas ibang storya naman.

sa wakas..

2005-09-18T17:08:00.000+08:00

.. tapos na rin night shift ko.
today is my last day, or i should say night.

it was only last wednesday where my body totally adjusted to the night shift. but then again.. it needs to readjust back on monday. i guess two weeks is short but im happy this is over.

later, i need to sleep. enough rest to wake up at 5 and stay awake until dinner..

next stop.. teaching.
yes teaching. actually i dont see myself being an effective one. i can say 'barabara' ung way of teaching ko. i enjoy sharing my knowledge but there are times i easily get irritated to things.

but who knows... maybe this time would be different.

something about you now...

2005-09-16T02:25:00.000+08:00

....i can't quite figure out

everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

sleepy mornings

2005-09-13T02:25:00.000+08:00

two consecutive days lumagpas ako ng cubao station.

the first day, i woke up, the train was already in Quezon Ave.

the second, i woke up at Kamuning station.

so ayun, sakay uli sa kabilang tren pabalik. tsk tsk

darn, why do i have to be a sleepyhead. all i can say is hindi na ako sanay uli mag night shift. although i have been in this situation a lot of times last year. but that was last year.

sa haus, 11-2 ung sleep ko pag night shift, then 3-5 uli. lagi akong nagigising ng 2pm. minsan dahil gutom. minsan dahil wala lang. cguro dahil may naka alala lang.

pano pa kaya kung day shift na ko uli? maybe my 30 minute siesta time would turn to hours. wag naman po sana. kahit alam kong may babatok saken na kasama ko, e pano kung makalimot un? patay.

I'll just hope this one would be over soon.

2nd week of night shift

2005-09-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

the first week went out ok. with the common highs and lows, i managed to survive and now im on my second week. good thing i havent encountered anything weird. hehe.

this time i need to go to office at 7 pm. may meeting kasi eceryday. malamang 13 hours uli ako nun kasi ayaw ko naman umuwi ng sobrang aga like 5 or 6.

i wish this will be the last week. i am starting to miss a lot of things... again.

first day of night

2005-09-06T03:45:00.000+08:00

night shift ko ngayon.

it's been an while since my last night shift. i think my last one was on november of 2004. actually masaya naman night shift. especially pag walang issues tulad ngayon. pero may hinahabol na ibang task ako kaya medyo bugbog din. ok lang un. iwas antok.

the difficult thing about night shift is the adjustment. lalo na pag normal hours na uli. ang hirap ibalik ung body clock mo.

im not sure how long this shift would be. maybe 2 weeks or more. i cant tell.

i miss:
mcdo
lunchout
nyarth
kulitan
chatroom
chimax
tabachingching.

sana bukas walang uli work, pero malabo un.

sabog na ko

2005-09-01T12:54:00.000+08:00

hello,

eto, nasa opisina pa ko

gusto ko man umuwi ng maaga, hindi pwede.

gusto ko man magreklamo, hindi ko kaya.

gusto ko man matulog sa apartment, wala akong baong damit.

gusto ko man matulog, wala na ang antok.

gusto ko man kumain, tamad na kong bumili.

gusto ko man itext siya, pero malamang tulog na.

at ngayon... eto. sabog na ako.

late na naman

2005-08-31T17:10:00.000+08:00

i came in mga past 9 na.

badtrip na pila yan. baket ba naman kasi pati ibang tao dun pumipila, e meron naman dun sa bayan nila. haaay, sige pila lang kayo dyan. magtiis kayo sa mahabang pila. parang ako.

last night, i forgot to send ung question. waah, kabobohan talaga. and because of that i had to ask my lead to send it for me. di ko alam kung anong comment ng lead ko dahil dun.

then my buddy SMSed me. naririnig nya ung pangalan ko from my lead so nag worry ako. sabi nya napapraning lang daw ako. well, hindi noh. ayaw ko lang masabon uli.

naka hyper mode tuloy ako nung umaaga. buti na fix din pati ung script. whew.

new fiscal year.

2005-08-31T17:08:00.000+08:00

we had lunch kanina sa food choices kanina.

most of the time, isa lang ang bukang bibig ng mga tao.

"how much ung increase mo".

mixed emotions for me i can say.

sad kasi parang bitin. with all those crap. hehehe. yun lang. pero ok lang un

well for me, it doesn't matter much kung magkano ung tinaas ng sweldo mo. what's important is meron.

"its better than nothing"

every year naman meron e. kaya masaya.

oo nga pala sweldo ngayon. pati manager tuloy humihingi ng blowout.

got this..

2005-08-28T09:06:00.000+08:00

... from somewhere.

Why don't you let go?
Move on with your life?
It's not about what happened in the past,
or what you think might happen in the future.
It's about the ride, for Christ's sake.
There is no point in going through all this crap,
if your are not going to enjoy the ride.
And you know what?
When you least expect something great might come along-- something better than you even planned for

ok na ko ngayon.

2005-08-26T16:08:00.000+08:00

just finished this long conversation with rocky. (during office hours)

this is not something to write about, but im so happy i cant help it not to blog.

small things can do make a difference

thanks rocky *kaya labs kita e*

3th round

2005-08-26T13:59:00.000+08:00

my 3rd year is gone. so far so good. eto at masayang mahirap pa rin ang buhay.

i remember last year, night shift ako nun. ako ung unang bumati sa mga ka start group ko.
some left and moved on to their own paths. some are still here.

naalala ko pa ung "pizza days" and dinner outs namin nila erwin and nanah.
kulitan with stewy and diane.
lunchouts with jeric and mimi.
ung cobol training namin nila rocky sa ground floor.
ang nag iisang lakad ng group.. ang EK.
ang pag tambay sa 2nd floor sa may tabi ng training room.
wala pa rin tatalo sa one week increase natin. hehehe.

ang sinauna

the boys

the girls

the cast

sa mga umalis at paalis pa lang next month, wish you the best and goodluck sa new career nyo. stewy and i are planning for a get together. antay na lang.

sa mga naiwan, hurray sa ating lahat!! we never dream, we sometimes believe. and we did survived. happy 3 years sa inyo. it was fun having you guys joining me in this ride.

this is the first job for all of us. and you know what? we all did great.
now we are on pairs. me and rocky, and erwin and nanah.

ilang beses na kong natanong kung kelan ako mag reresign. ang sabi ko hindi pa. I can't see myself working here forever, but i think i'll stay long.

sa totoo lang...

2005-08-25T11:21:00.000+08:00

... badtrip ako ngayon.

... buti na lang nandyan ka, ikaw at si blog.

just remembered to post this one.

2005-08-23T10:57:00.000+08:00

Lumuha kang nagiisa, nakadungaw sa buwan.
Lumilipad ang isip mo, nakasabit sa ulap.
Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?

Sinabi ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang tulad kong parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

Malayo ang pagtitig mo, dala ng hangin.
Akala ko ay pwede pa na umasa sa iyo.
Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?

Sinabi ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang tulad kong parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

O bakit ba, pag wala ka na, ako'y kulang... ako'y kulang

Sinabi ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha ang katulad ko na parang timang, at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

--- bakit.part2.mayonnaise

a lots

2005-08-17T17:25:00.000+08:00

may expat sa bahay.
boyfriend ng cousin ko. panay english tuloy mga tao dun.
gawin ba naman akong translator nung minsan. hehehe.
diko sure kung hanggang kelan sya dun.

*****
may lakad ako this coming weekend. tagaytay and enchanted.
tagaytay. kelan nga ba ung last time ko dun. hehehe. tagal na rin. 5th year pa ata. kasama friends ko
enchanted. last year nandun kami. me and my family. ang haba ng pila nun. sana konti lang this time.

*****
got a copy of 'my chemical romance' ayos! salamat sa copy oski.
next stop.. 'silent sanctuary' or 'the used'

*****
i received a good news from my boss. thanks po.

rocky? may papel ka rin? yehey

*****
i should have a dinner with my friends this saturday at timog. but there is a conflict sa sked ko.
matagal ng plano toh. last month pa. lahat ng celebrant from june to august pagsasamahin na. lahat halos kasi naging busy during those months. we usually have a get together party tuwing my birthdays pero dahil busy nga, di natuloy so this saturday. sama sama na. mas malaki ung budget kasi 4 ung celebrants kasama na ko. pero di pwede. next time na lang cguro. i miss those guys.

letter # 8

2005-08-16T09:52:00.000+08:00

hi dude,

lakas ng kutob ko noh! nakahalata na ko e. 2 weeks ka ng out. for sure, mag reresign ka na. so tama nga ako?

well i hope mapag-usapan nyo maigi ng manager mo ung plans.

wish you the best. kung san ka masaya. edi dun tayo. masakit man sa atin, kelangan tanggapin.

miss yah

game and work..

2005-08-15T15:54:00.000+08:00

my whole body aches last sunday. it because of that 2 hour game we had nung weekend.
seriously, i havent't played badminton for 3 months now. i used to play with my brothers sa may cainta. then everybody became busy. so natigil.
last saturday was great. thanks to oski, den and karren for that. next week uli. sana maka pa-reserve tayo. hehe. after the game, i had to stop by mcdo. ginutom ako dun e. think about diet. (alam ko hihirit ka na naman. hehehe)

another overwhelming task was assigned to me. i hope to finish this by the end of this week. i see another one coming after this. but its a bit easier. thank God.

"none..

2005-08-11T10:57:00.000+08:00

... of this seems right without you."

palagay ko nga totoo.

pa-cute..

2005-08-10T09:57:00.000+08:00

... pero cute.

first saw her sa KBS channel. and i think pinapakita rin siya sa channel 2.
mas ok pa rin manood ng korean with english subs kesa taglized

another sunday morning....

2005-08-07T10:01:00.000+08:00

... at work

you heard it right.

i woke up at 730 am sa desk ko.. dito sa office. i dont know how long i slept. cguro mga 3.5 hours lang.

di ko nga namalayan na nagbreakfast na ung mga kasama ko dito. they just left me a message sa white board ko na mag jollibe sila. that was 550 am.

di rin ako makauwi kagabi kasi may inaantay akong fix. gusto ko man, ndi pwede kasi kelangang itest sa assembly.

nwei, kelangan ding gabayan ang mga batang ito. mga matyatyaga't masisipag na bata ng team. na sanay sa puyatan. hehehe. hindi tulad ko.

kala ko tapos na sundays ko e, pero ndi pa. emergency assignment uli sakin. well ganun talaga.

mcdo again

2005-08-07T08:36:00.000+08:00

kakagising ko lang kaninang 730 am sa desk ko.

the usual, mcdo ang breakfast ko. i've been doing that for a long time now. sa mga gustong tumaba, mag-mcdo kayo. tama nga ung super sized me. sabi nila mataba na raw ako. ok lang un. at least nag gain ako.

breakfast... lunch... meryenda... dinner... lagi na lang mcdo. although paminsan minsan jollibee naman.
mcdo lang kasi ung malapit e. bago lang ung mcdo across the street. sa totoo lang.... nakakasawa na.

pero wala akong choice. kesa lumayo ka pa, dyan ka na lang sa tawid.

pero tama din kayo. marami pang choice. jollibee, ngek!! ganun din, nandyan naman si manog fish balls, si manog taho at si manong mais. lahat pinatos ko na, maiba lang ang lahat. pero sa lagay na sabog ka na at blanko na ang utak mo, isa lang ang naiisip ko, MCDO. love ko toh!!

fishy

2005-08-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

umm.. i smell something sa work. napansin ko lang kahapon sa manager ko. i'm sure meron. ilalagay ba naman nya ako dun if he don't have other plans. masyadong mababaw ung reason. something big is coming. i dont know if it will be in favor or against me.

next time na ung update..

sundays rest

2005-08-01T08:24:00.000+08:00

i had a good rest yesterday, the best in 2 months

as usual, we went to mass at 6. my brother wasn't able to come because he was out the whole saturday and i think he's sick.
at the church, an old man had hypertension which caused a little panic especially to the right side of the church. we were 4 rows behind the scene. my mom called up rescue 161. he was rushed the hospital. i hope he's fine.

we had lunch sa ninong ko. nandun lahat. post birthday celebration ni diko.
anyway, nanganak na pala ung retriever nila. ang dami nga e. may lima pa sa kulungan. 4 na ung nabenta nila. hehehe

the afternoon was spent sa bahay. kwentuhan at hiritan. pati lola ko humuhirit din. loko yun ah. (joke lang.. labs ko yun) we ate lots of empanada. binigyan kami ng pinsan ko ng 2 box.

that night, i watched tv.
>> one tree hill: baet baet ni peyton... tinugtog ung 'rest in pieces'... kakamiss ung song
>> UAAP: UST bulok.. undefeated pa rin ang FEU.. lufet ni arwind.. offnight si yeo..
>> Mel and Joey: patawa si Melanie "better or worst" kay giselle sanchez ba naman tinapat sa debate... ika nga ni Joey- '@melanie. parang syang lasing sa kanto na kausap nya kanina'...
>> TV Patrol: Parliamentary?... Prime Minister?... Running priest, pumayat?
>> Jones Cup: panalo pinoy against US Passing Lanes... 1 point lang... lupet ng layup ni macmac
>> Hollywood Dream: ayos, may panapat na sila channel 2 AND 7... cute ni monica llamas...

yun lang muna.

choco n tea

2005-07-25T11:00:00.000+08:00

i never realized that having a short talk over slices of chocolate cake and green tea could be better than a long chat over dinner... thanks

saturday night gimik

2005-07-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

i just finished my task 1122pm. - 38 minutes before migration. whew. think about push.
A 2 week push for me.

by the way, we had another super late dinner kanina. sarap.. solb.. beef steak and adobo.
thanks to my team mate for spending time cooking the food. it doesnt end there. we also had fruit salad. parang piyesta kanina. ayun. simot ang ulam. baka umulit pa ko ng salad later while waiting for my buddy.

pagdating mamaya ng apartment, magluluto pa ng pasta. hahaha. that will be food for tomorrow. buti na lang ndi ako tumataba kahit anong kain.

bukas lang uli ako mapapahinga ng sunday. i hope walang issues bukas para diretso tulog ko. kanina nga late na ko bumangon. mga 12 ng tanghali. well. tomorrow will be a different story. malayo ito from the previous sundays i had.

im still looking for the 'chemical romance' album. wala pa rin sya sa mga music stores kahit saan. sana may magbigay sa kin. sana ikaw.

this ends my saturday gimik..... my office gimik

letter # 7

2005-07-21T08:58:00.000+08:00

"technically.. you are public property.

people know you.. people see what you do...

so what.. i don't care. all i care is you." --

nice one dude. san mo napulot yan ah. lupit mo!

ingats.

i guess..

2005-07-19T14:29:00.000+08:00

.. you'll be coming back.

well this time.. i wont be wiping my tears.

happy tuesday.

missing one tree hill

2005-07-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

finally, i got to see 'one tree hill' again.

i've been arriving home late on sundays this past weeks. but not today. after watching and enjoying the UE-DLSU game, a fight between the pumaren brothers. the younger one did prevail. hehehe. nwei back to the story. i missed a lot of episodes of the series. i need to catch up.

i liked the closing song for the episode kanina.

Stand up straight
Do your trick
Turn on the stars
Jupiter shines so bright...

And who's to say we won't burn it out?
And who's to say we wont sink in doubt?
Who's to say that we wont fade today?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know

Stand up boy, I shine so bright when you're around

cool...

wag mong guluhin.

2005-07-15T10:59:00.000+08:00

that's what i told her kanina coz she keeps on ruining my hair.
pano kasi naiingit. pa-boy cut ka kaya?. try natin. hehehe

out of the blue, nakatapos siya ng isang kanta on that. she's really a bad lyricist i can say. har har har. palibhasa hindi self combing hair niya. kaya ganun.

go rate it yourself.

POMADA

by: Parokya ni Bentot

lyrics: Catsy
Uso pa ba ang pomada?

Marahil ikaw ay nagtataka...

"Sino ba 'tong mukhang gago,

nagkandarapa sa pagje-gel?,

at nasisintunado sa wala..."

Panay pormang pang-boy band

suot nama'y di pa nilabhan!

At nariyan pa ang barkada,

naka porma, naka-hair mousse,

Sa pagpapa-cute na daig pang

Da Hunks o Barako Boys

Puno ang bote ng hair gel,

at kay lamig pa ng aircon,

Sa salamin ako'y nababaliw, giliw

At sa awitin kong ito, sana'y maibigan mo,

ibubuhos ko ang buong boteng to...

sa isang maayos na buhok...para sa 'yo

Hindi ba't parang 'sang commercial

Isang commercial na pang-buhok

Hindi ba't ikaw ang nanggugulo

ng buhok na inayos ko

At ang istorya'y nagwawakas sa buhok na kinamay...

aba. sasali pa raw siya sa singing contest ng company namin. putek yan.hehe.

sabi nya talented daw sya. ang masasabi ko.. imbentadora ka.

thats fetish for you.

sari saring updates

2005-07-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

i wasnt able to finish anything yesterday, really. i came in to office at 930am. i started to setup for my next task. well, walang nangyari, im stuck on issues. may error, ayaw ma-display, ayaw mag-up. putek yan. basta kung ano ano.

i think isa lang natapos po. support. yun lang. with the questions for me, buti at nasagot ko lahat. although i wasnt able to answer one. sorry. i need to look further on that.

so basically yun lang. paikot ikot, patayo tayo. oo nah. tambay na.
***

last week, we moved to another room of the same hotel. na-late daw un renewal for the next month. the new room was obviously smaller but its fine. maybe i need to sleep on the floor next time.
***

yesterday, i opened a gift from my friend. it was 6 months old. kahapon ko lang nabuksan. i was so impressed with the way it was prepared. kaya nadyahe akong buksan. pero kahapon, i decided to open it. pano mo nga naman malalaman ung loob kung di mo bubuksan. baka nga mas maganda ung laman.
***

ayoko ng ganito... kelangang bumitaw..

my shirt is blue.. ( the follow up )

2005-07-07T13:18:00.000+08:00

.. it should be white.

so ano nga ba ang nangyari?

my white shirt got mixed up with kat's blue shorts. thats what happened.

.. and now we're making fun of it.

.. without realizing, both of us were wearing blue yestesday in the office.

.. more laughs to that.

the guy in the dirty shirt...

2005-07-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

... now has a clean one
... yes it's clean
... and smells fine
... but its blue?

i need to borrow a line from karren coz it fits the title.

i didn't have an idea what to post today but thanks to kat, i do have now.

well if you're wondering what happen to my shirt, its a long story.

last monday, we came in late to our apartment. it was around 1130. i need to offset my hours so i can go home early on Sunday. so there. when we arrived, abby was cooking. it was great. a couple of us ate. it was past 12 midnight.

late late dinner...
midnight snack lunch..
super early morning breakfast...

...whatever you call it. and we finished around past 1 am . nakadalawang ulit ako ng rice. buti di ako naimpatso. hehehe.

while the others watch meteor garden, i went to my spot to sleep. they were noisy. medyo nahirapan akong matulog at first pero dahil busog, ayun, bagsak din. then my sleep was interrupted by them. my buddy was sitting beside me reading something, i dont know what. i asked her for time. i think she said 4. i cant remember. di rin daw sya makatulog.
i woke up at 6, way ahead of kat's alarm clock. hehe. but i stayed lying on the sofa. a few morning talks lang sana pero humaba e. i ended getting up at 9. arrived the office at 10.

then night came..
this time, we arrived at the apartment early. maybe 11 pm. same scenario, abby was cooking, again. and some, watching tv in the master's bedroom.

i had a bad day honestly last tuesday. so when i arrived there. i changed my clothes, packed my things for tomorrow - im scheduled to go home the next day.
then sat on the sofa, opened the tv, surf thru the stations then stop at channel V. then darkness.... all i remember was a pillow hitting me in the head. ..then another one. but this time, a slap to my leg. ouch. i know sinadya niya yun. pero ok lang. nakatulog na pala ako nang nakaupo. after that i lied down para matulog uli.

morning uli. after some talks, kat went to the washing machine to pick up the clothes she washed last night. nga pala, nagpalaba ako sa kanya kagabi. baet noh. so tinulungan ko na lang sya. at first, i wasnt able to find my clothes. marami rin akong nailabas na damit from the dryer. im sure nag pasabay ako e, pero nawawala. un pala, i was holding my shirts all along. e baket blue?

another busy weekend

2005-07-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

as usual, im still here.. in the office.
i guess we'll be continuing our push to meet the deadlines. but im really sure it will be extended. its their fault, not ours.

***
i need to go back here early tomorrow. i wanna go home early . i miss my mom. thursday morning was our last meeting. it only about 45 minutes. (at bukas pa uwi ko so un) haay. there's something thats bothering her now. i never seen her like this before. its been bugging her for a week now. this will be a drastic move for her, and even for our family.
called her yesterday. she sounds down. (well hindi maiwasan e) i tried to keep her spirits at high. at that time i know her tears will be dropping at any moment so started speaking rapidly and shifting from one topic to the next. - i'll be home tomorrow mom, we can do this.

***
is there life in me for this past weeks? the answer is yes. with all the pushes we're going thru, i still am able to manage finding time for myself. why stay late if youre already drained up. actually, its fine with me to stay late. but the good thing is that lady luck has always been on my side. i took me a short time, well not that fast, just finishing my task way ahead of schedule. (yan ang epekto ng JP experience)

im planning to create an entry for someone. i really appreciate her sticking up with me. i really do.

new cds

2005-06-30T21:17:00.000+08:00

last week, i bought 2 CDs from music one - thanks to my buddy who suggested and my team for the card. i appreciate it. i still have the other P500 in my bag, just in case. hehehe

i got the new album from 'orange and lemons' and the one from 'bamboo'. grabe astig pareho

'orange and lemons' is kinda 70's music and it' s cool. it sounded retro with a twist. with nice drums beats and a catchy chorus like 'ur so special' . i tried to bring the cd home last night and i got a comment from my brother. - that my hair looks like them. hahaha. but definitely, its not.

the bamboo cd 'light peace love' was great. its one of the few albums i got to like the first time i hear it. - hale is another one. anyway. its a bit short with only 10 songs but the content was good. it demonstrates bamboo's infuences on rap/scat type of music.

but actually, i had a different plan that day. i was supposed to buy a different cd 'my chemical romance' pero diyan bumagsak ang pera ko, and all i can say, hindi ako nanghihinayang.

letter # 6

2005-06-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

hey dude,

lamo, there's something's different here. its weird this week. umm. actually, i've seen this one before. kaya wag nang mahiya ok. di ka naman ganito e.

may problema noh? i really have a strong feeling na meron. napapadalas e. pansin ko.

nasa likod mo lang ok <--- corny pero seryoso

ingats

so much..

2005-06-23T08:36:00.000+08:00

.. for my happy ending...