what..

.. am i to say now?

It's kinda weird what im feeling right now.
I didn't know if i should be happy or not.

Naiisip ko na naman sya pero ewan..
well anyway. as i said before, i'll be answering those questions.
Dyahe pero what the heck..
Maybe telling it out, helps a bit. maybe...

1. Sino ung girl?

By now, i think most of you have an idea. maybe her name perhaps. I have mentioned her name about 3 weeks ago. but not here. She's someone close to me. I knew her just this year. I never expected to become close to her. even better friends.
anyway. I appologize, i won't be mentioning her name here. (cguro kung ok na ang lahat pero wag muna)

2. Sino si dude?

Sabi ko dati, gagawa ako ng blog na ung theme is about kay dude. but it ended up differently. Well. Actually nalito na rin ako e. Na-miss nya sana ako.

3. Same person lang ba sila?

Kala ko dati oo, pero hinde.

4. does your icon represent her in any way?

Yes, it does. She even looks like the girl. Even how she eats.

5. what happend between you and dude? tingin ko me nakaraan kayo e.

Best buddy ko yan sa maraming bagay. especially sa kainan. i dont wanna bring up the topic.

6. baket kasi di mo pa aminin sa girl? ano pumipigil sayo?

Actually, i just did. about a couple of weeks ago. I went to her desk then i asked her out… then the story begins... (masyado na tong madrama!!!)

There is this letter i made before the night i told her. I was planning to give it to her but no. I rather tell her face to face. It’s better that way.

I really don’t know what to expect. I really don’t. Mixed emotions filled my heart. I can imagine a black hole right in my head. I can’t feel my breathing.

Then I held her hand…
There she was…face to face
Her eyes looking right through me

Thoughts I have in mind.

Then it was over. Some lines I missed to say but its ok.…and it ends up happy. happy even for just a moment for me.

I don’t know what lies ahead.. basta ang alam ko…..

Anyway, I need to go home now. 3 out of 11 pa lang ako na designs, pero kaya ko pa.

Siya.. kanina pa umuwi. malamang nasa bahay na yun.